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Im going to miss him

Baby ! I yelled. huh ? Can you go wash Mya hands and tell them go get ready for dinner please. Okay. Before that I got a call from my lah ponta ken, nigga talking about I went m.i.a aka missing in action. I didn't get to tell him why I been at home a lot but when I leave tomorrow I will. Ken my day one nigga we was rocking way before everybody else was that we work with But that day Mr.G sent me on a mission he only let me go on some missions by myself he believe I'm the only one that can get the job done, cause when he sent me with ken, ken wants to play around and shit and almost got us killed. But anyways the boss wants the whole squad to meet him in Miami Florida for some reason. I love my job even though it gets stressful. I went to wash Mya's hands and put her in her high chair the boys started coming down stairs to sit at the table and eat. Mya was looking at me up and down like I did her something. Umm Bae you need me to help you fix there plates ? No I got it she said kinda angry. Who was you on the phone with ? It was my brother ken why was sup. Oh okay I was just wondering , as she handed me my food. She really as trust issues that needs to be fix. It's was 9:56 pm I leave at 5 am she put the boys to bed one by one they had fell asleep playing 2k. I went to set the alarm and started packing my bags and when I was done I hopped my ass straight in the shower while she put Mya to sleep. When I got out I noticed she was laying down and she jumped up. You need me to leave out she said nah you good baby girl. Well I'm going take a shower see you when I get out. I wonder if she going to come out naked my hormones been ringing like crazy. I'm being faithful but I really cant go without sex I ain't have none in a day. I'm use to fucking everyday this stressing me. I went in the bed bathroom took a 20 minute shower then headed out I would have been longer but I wanted to spend time with my baby. Bae I said as I climb on the bed. Damn he said with a smiled. Why that ? Nothing you look amazing. All Bae you tired ? Not really I need a hug though. Okay I said. The hug turned into alot of kisses. I love you he said and I don't want lose you. I love you too , just don't do nothing stupid while you gone. I'm not, I hope not. We both went to sleep I had to wake up early.