how did i become so nervous around you?
i felt like i was safe around you
i am but this time in the back of my mind its saying
"with reservations"
i know i joked about not going through the door you opened
because im independent and dont need anyone
but my heart couldnt help but drop when you let it go to close
just so i could open it myself.
you said you loved me but was it for a reason?
i feel more distant with you
like we broke up
but we were never together to begin with
why do i have so much anxiety knowing im gonna see you ?
