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CHP 39: OLD MEMORIES & SECRETS

(CONVERSATION FROM PREVIOUS CHP CONTINUED)( Taeyong PoV)

Taeyong: I am just scared that she will end up like HER, I lost HER but I dont wanna loose Y/N too.......... what if something bad happen to Y/n too I dont think I will be able to handle it if anything goes wrong during the mission and there is a sudden attack at the mansion while we are on the mission

Jhonny: Is not it the reason why we are taking the help of Shadow Roggers even though we didnt told anyone the real reason about it only us 4 YOU ,ME , TAEIL hyung and SUHO hyung knows it so dont worry they will keep Y/n safe if anything happens in the mansion ,while 100 percent according to it wont happen

Taeil: Exactly Taeyong you were not there to save HER at that time because even you were small and unconscious at that time you were only 10 YEARS OLD so what would have you done if mom wouldnt have saved you that day so dont blame yourself for her death okay she will become sad if you blame yourself for not protecting HER

Taeil: dont you think Taeyong you should atleast tell HER name to me  because even Jhonny says he  knows her name 

Taeyong: HER name was LEE SUNHEE but I always called her Sunny beacuse she used to always stay happy and radiate posistive energy as the Sun and she used to call me TY and SUNYONGIE and Jhonny knows her name because you know he was my childhood friend and he even saw her in childhood when he used to visit my house

Jhonny: yup thats the reason we named Donghyuck as Haechan which means Full sun and she was like a splitting image of Haechan at behaviours and no doubt she was very beautiful and you know hyung she even promised me that she will get married to me once we get older but yeah she left me earlier to go to a good place than this planet 

Taeil:  okieee so basically you lost your BRIDE and you lost your SISTER but why SUNYONGIE?? why??

Taeyong: hyung but I was still against it u k against them getting married and yup SUNYONGIE beacuse she was only 5 so according to her our names should be rhyming so she gave me that name she is SUNHEE and I am SUNYONGIE , hyung u k she used to always give her parts of chocolates to me if my chocolates were over and then used to go to mom asking for more saying she finished everything herself  and plus she was so brave that she would not even stop from beating some people of my age I  mean 10 yr olds whomsoever hurted me once I came back home with a scratch on my arm the next day the boy came to school with head bandage as she threw rock at him saying "BEFORE HURTING TY  TRY TO HURT ME FIRST"

Jhonny: hahhahahahah seriously I still remember that incident hyung the way that boy started bringing toys and chocolates for Taeyong after that incident 

Taeil: tell me the truth Taeyong now u think that Y/n is resembling  your SISTER SUNNY right ? isnt it the reason you dont wannna loose her 

Taeyong: yup hyung they are soo much similar from her nail biting when she is nervous till her never ending  love for Icecream ,even we have the same age year gap and I miss her hyung , I miss her soo much I dont know why they even had to take my lil sister away from me too wasnt my parents enough for them what did my parents even do wrong to them what did my sister and me do wrong to them .

I couldnt hold my tears in more I started crying I missed my sister so much just wishing if she had been ALIVE just she come to me the same way she came to me back then saying wanting to buy her icecream ,a person who fought for me.

Taeil: Taeyong I am seeing you crying after so many years , you know what taeyong just go and visit her grave if you misss her soo much dont cry for her because they say if you cry for some dead people they get hurt in the afterlife and the amount of smile you give them while remembering them they get healed faster, so dont cry come on stop crying