chapter 20.

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chan whispering: im so sorry i-i hurt you. i promised not to hurt you ever and i still did..

he brushed seungmins hair out of his face while sobbing a bit more

chan whispering: i love you so much more then you'd ever know seungmin. i left for no good reason. only because i couldn't handle a fucking break up..im so sorry for leaving you.

he smiled a bit and wiped his tears before leaning down and kissing his forehead

chan whispering: ill be right back, i promise ill be back.

and at that he got up and covered seungmin with a blanket before leaving the dorm and going to minho and jisungs once there he walks in and everyone is there just like mina said they would be.

changbin: hi chan!

chan: hi bin

felix: your back already??

chan: yeah why?

minho: how'd it go?

chan: okay i guess??

jisung: why you got blood right there?

he says point at the bottom of chans shirt.

chan: dont fucking worry about it?.

mina: yall talk it out? nobodys upset with anyone?

chan: yes? i think?

jeongin: where seungmin?

chan: sleeping why?

jisung: you left him alone?

chan: yes why??

hyunjin: sooo you guys dating again?

chan: what?- no?.

chaeyoung: but you want to date him again?

chan: i- whats up with all the fucking questions??

minho: what? we're just asking?

chan: okay well stop asking

jisung: tell us what happened tho???

chan: i just got there, walked in his room, he was crying and well doing stuff so i helped him through it and yes now hes sleeping.

mina: was he yk..hurting himself?.

the room just went quiet and everyone looked at chan worriedly.

chan: yes. he uhm was.

mina: aish, i already told him to stop. he never listened to me.

chan: when?

mina: when what?

chan: when did he start doing that to himself.

mina: i mean i dont know, i recently just started seeing his scars

felix: uhm. he started maybe the first month after you left chan.

hyunjin: huh how do you know?

felix: he texted me about it one night, he said something like "hey lix, im trying not to-"

jisung: "to do anything stupid but i dont knowhow this mig-"

𝐖𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐠𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭. ~ chanmin. Where stories live. Discover now