Angst
AU stuff
GDR (East Germany)
I wanna make this into a oneshot and HC book and not just a oneshot book.
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I always wondered what was wrong with me. Why didn't I believe anything? I should but I didn't. I really do try to believe what he says, what they say.
It was like I was tearing myself apart from the inside out because of it. It was my job to believe it. It felt like I was failing at being that perfect example. I was what they should be but on the inside I didn't feel like it.
I should have been proud when he carved that swastika on my back. I should have been proud when I put a bullet through that innocent person's head. I should have been proud when I did that salute over and over again. I should be proud when I chanted those words. Though for some reason I never was proud.
Instead I felt like a ₥Ø₦₴₮ɆⱤ.
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CH oneshots
FanfictionThat is a temporary cover because I haven't made one yet. Wellcome to this oneshot book I have made so I don't keep dumping all of my oneshots into my other book. Also so I can make other ships and have something other then angst and smut so. Well...
