Y'all I wanted to be childish and throw myself a Toy Story type of theme at my big ass age. We doing a cookout/ block party. Jordan Year, WOOP WOOP.
Some big for the Biggest, yall know.
I've started my amazing job, been traveling everywhere lately and the pay is amazing. I get paid for what I do, and get paid to travel.
I don't be home foreal like that anymore, everyone is okay with that and really don't have choice but to be okay with it.
I got a coochie doctor appointment in a hour, some ain't right. I've taken pregnancy tests, most came out negative and like 10 positives. I peed on 50 sticks, yes im really delusional.
It's like i be feeling kicks sometimes but i may be tripping.
Since I've started as a traveling nurse, I don't smoke or drink any more. Gotta keep a clear mind, gotta be ready where or whenever.
Ian trynna find out im pregnant on my birthday, im suppose to be turning the hell up.
"U ready?" Nudy asked, walking in the room as I nodded.
"Yeah come on" I told him.
See yall remember when he was like he know me like the back of his hand or whateva? He was the first to notice, my periods be irregular but this nigga know exactly when it's finna come the fuck back, 6 years together. Nigga know and notice every little thing.
Ima beat his fucking ass yall.
We walked out the house to the car, hopping in.
"I think it's a girl" he said, pulling off lighting his blunt rolling the window down.
"Stop playing with me" I told him, folding my arms.
I looked down at my stomach. This muhhfucka is growning a lil bit.
MANE YALL IM PREGNANT.
I looked over at him, wiping my tears that rolled down.
"It's okay my babyyyyyy" he said, leaning over to hug me and kiss my forehead as he drove. "And you better not kill my baby"
I'm not. We in a happier place now, but I did wanna be a wife before a fucking mother. It's okay for now or whateva.
He got nine months, or however many months I got left. I already got the rings, I just need to actually say I do.
"finding out on my birthday" I said, thinking about it.
"My lil birthday present"
"Shut up"
I scrolled thru my phone, posting the photoshoot.
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