Hard love (Sharky x y/n)

part 17

TW:WEED,DEPRESSION

*you guys go back to the house you going up to your room straight away as you didnt want to be around sharky and you decide to start a stream*
"hey guys! whats up, i haven't streamed in a long time so i thought i would today! so this ones just a Q&A so start asking the questions!"

Y/nshabeelfan:what made you write that song
"stuff with my ex"

betasquad.x:have you joined the beta squad?
No im just in some of their videos

Liana69:when are you next in a video?
"soon i was in their cooking one and weve done two more with me in one of them we just finished"

Ohnosharky joined

User65:How are you and sharky?
"me and sharky have nothing."

Betasquad.x:oh my god sharky just joined!
"thats good for him"

*aj comes in* "you alright deedee?"
"yeah just streaming"
*he walks over to the camera* "hey guys"
y/nshabeelfan:Aj! why do u call y/n deedee?
"uh i dont actually know it's something i called her when we were little and it just sort of stuck"-aj
"by the way im doing a Q&A so if you guys have questions for aj ask them!"

user65:what do you think about what happened with her and sharky
"what happened with her and sharky was a load of shit"-aj

user65:dont think hes happy about what happened
betasquad.x:y/n should join beta squad!
user98:she never deserved sharky he deserves someone so much better that isnt a depressed freak
"user98 u dont know anything about me or about what happened with me and sharky so i reckon you should fuck of"
*aj gets a text* "come on y/n were ordering food"
"alright bye everyone!" *you end the stream and get up going downstairs and sitting next to kenny and you talk to him while waiting for the dinner to arrive*
"niko, do you think kenny likes her?"-sharky asks so no one else can hear
"yeah. Look how he looks at her. he definitely does"-niko
"oh"-sharky
"get her back before he gets her"-niko
"i dont think i can"-sharky
"FOODS HEREEE"- chunkz shouts walking in with the food and everyone starts eating
"so um y/n nice stream"-sharky
"k"
"look im sorry"-sharky
"i dont wanna hear it"
*he carrys on eating his food as the rest of the boys just look between you two*
"im going back to my room"
"but you barely ate anything"-chunkz
"im not hungry." *you go up to your room and call your mate*
"yo"-he says answering the phone
"yo i need some."
"you cant keep doing this every time something goes left"-him
"please i need it."
"fine ill be there in 10"-him
"thank you" *you hang up the phone and 10 minutes later go to the door to see sharky had answered it*
"ah y/n there you are"-him
"yeah come outside"
*you push him a bit out the door and close it while sharkys looking at you suspiciously*
"pass it" *he gives it to you and you give him some money then go back in the house*
"who was that?"-sharky
"no one." *you go upstairs and sit at your window which is pretty big and has a big enough windowsill for you to sit on and you start rolling a joint*
*you start smoking it when theres a knock on the door*
"yeah?"
"can i come in?"-aj
"no im um changing"
"alr ill come back in a bit"-aj *you hear him walk away and is almost done with your joint when sharky comes in so you sit facing away from the window with the joint behind your back*
"what the fuck are you doing!"-sharky
"nothing! get out"
"no give it"-sharky
"no fuck of."
"please y/n just give it its bad for you"-sharky
"dont act like you fucking care now! piss of!"
"i will when you give it"-sharky
*you quickly finish it then flick it out the window*
"theres nothing to give"
"for fucks sake! you shouldnt be doing that shit its bad for you! do you know how upset aj would be if he found out your doing that shit again!"-sharky
"i know id fucking disappoint him but its all ive ever done! disappoint people, not been enough and smoke weed as my get away! its the one time im fucking relaxed i get it im a fuck up are you done now?!" *you say tearing up and he comes towards you and goes to hug you*
"no sharky. just get out."
"but your upset."-sharky
"i wonder why! go!" *he looks at you and slowly leaves closing your door and going into his room*
*you break down and have a panic attack and the only person you trust is tobi from sidemen but you havent spoken for so long but you give it a go and text him*

Tobi🫶🏻

y/n
hi tobi i know we aint
spoke for ages n im sorry but
how you been?

Tobi🫶🏻
Ive been good
You?

y/n
Not to bad i spose

Tobi🫶🏻
Y/n whats up?

Fuck never mind i shouldnt bother him we aint spoke for ages its fucked up just to expect him to help me

Y/n
Nothing it dont matter

Tobi🫶🏻
Im coming over

Y/n
no its okay
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