Hard love (Sharky x y/n)

part 21

*you guys got back to house and all the boys were back home and done doing what they were doing*
"hey guys"
"y/n"-aj
"aj"
"daves song"-aj
"yes it's about me." *you say this time not wanting to start crying so you can look strong and less emotional in front of sharky*
"and the miscarriage bit?"-aj
"what about it"
"is it true?"-aj
*you nod your head taking a deep breathe*
"i wouldve been an uncle?"-aj
"or you can still class yourself as one, i still call myself a mum to myself though no one else, even if my babys gone shes still my baby"
"i wouldve had a neice?"-aj
"mhm charley"
"and that CUNT ruined it!" *he says standing up getting pissed*
"aj calm down, im sure ill have another baby at some point"
"and what if you dont? and my charleys dead!"-aj
"aj i get it! shes dead! you dont think i know that?! i was going through it on my own cause i knew youd react like this!"
"fucks sake y/n im sorry im just annoyed"-aj
"so am i but you got to get on with your life as hard as it is."
"mhm. im sorry"-aj
"dont be aj, and im sorry you had to find out from a song i didnt know how to tell you"
"its fine"-aj
"wait here" *you go up to your room and pull out a box and grab a baby scan photo and a pair of clothes you had brought her and take them downstairs and give them to aj*
"keep those as a sort of memory, not like we'd forget, but its nice having something physical"
"youve got more yeah?"-aj
"yeah loads"
"alright thank you deedee"-aj
"corse now who wants food"
*you all order pizza and a few hours later sharky goes out*
"wheres he going?"
"shop"-niko
"on his own at this time?"
"yeah he'll be okay"-niko
"okay.."
*you guys start watching a movie, sharky coming back about 20 minutes in with a load of bags and goes into the garden for another like half hour*
"this is a good movie"
"mums"-kenny
*sharky comes back in* "y/n can you come help me quick?"
"fine."
*you get up walking out to the garden and there was a really nice blanket spread out and amazing smelling candles with the flowers and some of your favourite foods*
"what do you need help with then? setting this date up for one your hoes"
"no, sit down please"-sharky
*you look at him and find it so hard to say no so you sit down opposite him*
"what?"
"this isnt for any hoe. i dont have hoes i never did. I was jealous and being a cunt and wanted to make you jealous. Ever since you walked in to this house  i had my eyes on you never any other girl. Youve made every other girl look unattractive. Your all i want and i never meant to raise my voice that day i wasnt thinking i was yet again jealous and scared youd get with kenny. i will work on my jealousy for you i promise just please forgive me."-sharky
*you dont say anything and just kiss him and he pulls you onto his lap kissing you back and then moves down your neck leaving marks on your neck*
"now people know your mine. if youd like to be?"-sharky
"of course."
*you guys kiss again and you were tearing up out of happiness*
"awh love dont cry" *he says wiping your tears and giving you a soft kiss*
"ill work on my emotions for you."
"its okay, you have every reason to be emotional."-sharky
"thank you"
"do you know how much it killed me seeing you crying like that or smoking. And i couldnt do anything to help. I want to be the one by your side holding you when you crying,cuddling you all night so you dont get nightmares,helping you through this addiction i want to be the one helping you at all times"-sharky
"well you can be" *you guys kiss again*
"y/n shabeel,will you be my girlfriend?"-sharky
"of coursee!!!" *you wrap your arms round him hugging you like you never had before*

*about and hour later of talking,making out,eating and laughing you guys go in holding hands*
"you guys sorted it?"-kenny
"yep"
"you have a situationship again?"-chunkz
"nope
"dating?!"-aj
"yep
"oh my lord, this time do it better. No more Hard love"-aj

A/n:I think this is the end of the story! i might decide to continue it in the future but for now its done. Ill be starting a betasquad/sidemen imagines and another story not sure with who yet but i will! hope you guys enjoyed this story! love you!