Hard love (Sharky x y/n)

part 32

-I woke up and sat up slowly. Sharky was here. I was laid on sharky. I remember my fight but nothing after that. Why was he sat with me. I turned my back to him laying down again and closing my eyes.-

-i heard him moving about and that little noise he makes every time he wakes up. Then i felt his hands on my waist and pushed them over-

"whats up love?"-sharky
"are you forgetting last night?"
"are you forgetting last night? you literally asked me to stay with you and was acting fine with me"-sharky
"i was drunk. Whats your excuse for the shit you done?"
"im sorry about that, i really am. I was the one to shoot you because the boys said itd be better from me thinking they wouldnt be as mad, i didnt help you up because i was distracted by my victory. I shouldve helped you up i know and im sorry about that. And that girl, i was to uncomfortable to say or do anything"

I really dont know what to do, what if hes lying. And hes been thinking of these excuses all night.

"give me time alone please."
"of course"-he kisses my cheek and then gets up and walks out my room.
I get up and change into a random hoodie and some leggings. I got my shoes on and threw my hair up into a bun walking downstairs

"im going out"
"where?"-aj
"who with?"-chunkz
"for how long?"-sharky
"right you aint my parents i dont have to explain myself"
I walked out going to meet my mate in the park.

"hey"-he said coming up to me
"hi tom"
We sat on a bench and was catching up with eachother. He pulled out the stuff to roll a joint
"want one?"-tom
Im really trying to stop but i need one right now, they wouldnt find out.
"yeah."

He rolled me mine and i lit it us both sat there smoking for a while, it got to about 2pm
"rightt i need to get back"
"u sure? thought the people you live with hate you smoking weed"-tom
"is it that noticeable?"
"ehhhh"-tom
"fine whatever."
I ring tobi and he answers quickly
"hey you okay?"-he said when he answered
"yeah can i come over please? i cant go home"
"what have you done?"-tobi
"take a guess."
"where are you ill come get you?"-tobi
"the park."

I wait 10 minutes and tobis car pulls up, he gets out walking over to me hugging me then looking at tom
"are you the one giving her weed?"-tobi
"sometimes"-tom
"well fucking stop cos youll have 12 lads after you mate"-tobi said before taking me to his car and we drive back to sidemen house.

Once we're in we go to his room.
"why did u do it"-tobi
"me and sharky had more arguements"
"you cant just go to this every time you two argue"-tobi
"yes i know."
"so stop"-tobi
"i was trying. Then tom offered me some and i needed it so i did and i regret it im sorry"
"its okay come here"-he opens his arms and i lay in them
"i need to sort stuff with sharky"
"you do"-tobi

I ring sharky and he answers quickly
"you okay?"-sharky says as he answers
"im sorry"
"what?"-sharky
"im sorry. I forgive you. I was being bitchy. Im sorry i love you"
"i love you to darling, and you werent being bitchy you dont have to say sorry your completely fine"-sharky
I smile and tobi takes the phone
"you gonna come get her in like an hour?"-tobi
"whos this?"-sharky
"tobi. You getting her in an hour? from sidemen house"-tobi
"yeah but why not now?"-sharky
"we're hanging out"-tobi
"alright."-sharky says before hanging up
"im going to make you food and get you water"-tobi

After around 10 minutes tobi comes back with two peices of toast and some water
"eat. Drink"-tobi
"yes sir"
i eat and drink slowly starting to sober up.

After about an hour i was alot more sober and got up spraying some of tobis spray on me.
"thank you tobs"
"of course"-tobi says hugging me
I go outside and see sharkys car and get in and lean over kissing him.
"you okay?"-sharky
"yep"
"something smells weird"-sharky
"probably just the spray i used" I said hoping he doesnt realise
"okay"-he kisses me lightly again and we head back.
We get in and all the boys are there and we sit down watching movies,playing games,making tik toks and planning video ideas.
I liked night in these. when we all just get along and spend time together. I love this house. I love the boys. Im finally happy.