𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐈𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐬𝐭 𝐎𝐟 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐨𝐬

Calmness In The Midst Of Chaos

"I want him to achieve everything he ever told me, even if I am not there. I want to see him genuinely happy, even if that happiness no longer includes me."

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"Tell me, Yvonne. Sinong mas magaling humalik sa aming dalawa ng boyfriend mo?"

"Do you even need to ask? Of course, it's you."

"Sinong mas guwapo sa aming dalawa?"

"Ikaw."

"So sinasabi mo bang mas better ako kaysa sa Hanz na 'yon?" the man asked arrogantly.

"Oo. Papatol ba naman ako sa'yo kung hindi?" she replied flirtatiously.

My fists clenched tightly as my jaw locked in fury. I could feel my entire body tremble from the overwhelming anger boiling inside me.

Unable to restrain myself any longer, I stepped out from behind the wall where I had been hiding. Yvonne's eyes widened in shock the moment she saw me, while the guy she was with only smirked, like he had been expecting me all along.

Without hesitation, I stormed toward them and punched the guy straight in the face, catching him off guard. Tumama iyon sa gilid ng labi nito. Sa lakas ng pagkakasuntok ko, napaupo ito sa semento.

"H-Hanz!"

Mabilis kong tinabig ang kamay ni Yvonne nang hawakan nito ang braso ko.

"Huwag mo 'kong hahawakan, nandidiri ako sa'yo," nanlilisik ang mga mata at mariing wika ko bago muling binalingan ng tingin ang lalaking nakaupo sa maalikabok na semento.

Pinunasan nito ng kamay ang dugong dumaloy mula sa nabasag na labi, saka muling ngumisi sa 'kin nang nakaloloko.

I grabbed him by the collar and yanked him up with force.

"H-Hanz! Please, 'wag kang gumawa ng bagay na pagsisisihan mo! Don't hurt him, please!" Yvonne cried desperately.

I turned to her with a twisted laugh, my eyes filled with rage and pain.

"Bakit, Yvonne? No'ng niloloko n'yo ba ako ng lalaking ito, did you ever think how I'd feel if I found out? Damn it, you fucking cheated on me! Kaya wala kang karapatang diktahan ako kung ano ang dapat kong gawin," my voice trembled in so much anger.

"I-it's not what you-"

"Shut the fuck up! Huwag mo 'kong gawing tanga, Yvonne. Hindi ako ipinanganak kahapon," I snapped, cutting her off.

My emotions were a mess - anger, pain, betrayal. Damn it, I trusted her! I gave her everything, and this is how she repays me? By cheating and stabbing me in the back?

Ah, tangina! Ang sarap pumatay ng tao!

"Narinig mo naman siguro 'yung sinabi niya kanina, hindi ba? Hindi kasalanan ni Yvonne kung bakit ka niya ipinagpalit. Sa kaniya na mismo nanggaling na mas better ako kaysa sa'yo," nakangisi at mayabang na sambit ng lalaking nasa harapan ko. "Look at yourself, pre, you're nothing compared to me."

Nagpanting ang tenga ko sa narinig. I pushed him hard, causing him to fall back onto the floor. Hindi pa man siya nakakabawi sa ginawa ko ay nakaupo na ako sa ibabaw niya. Hinuli ko ang mga kamay niya at hinawakan 'yon nang mahigpit gamit ang nanginginig kong mga kamay.

I wanted to kill him. I wanted to crush him into pieces. I wanted to hurt him until he begged for mercy.

"Tangina mo, Jaevier. Nauubusan ka na ba ng babae at pati girlfriend ko pinatos mong hayop ka?" nanggagalaiti sa galit kong sigaw sa mismong mukha niya. "I'm going to kill you, you motherfucker!"

Kilala si Jaevier sa buong campus bilang isang playboy. But what I didn't expect was for my own girlfriend to be one of his flings. Fucking hell, I'll never forgive him. That bastard!

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