*Dream Big Kiddo* (GXGXG)

Who the fuck is Jessica ?

It's been 3 days since we've gotten back from our friends get away and Melissa haven't been around at all.

And it was kinda pissing me off a little because she deadass begged me to come back a day before time because she missed me, and now that I'm here she "busy"

I laid on the bed on my stomach as I talked to Silver and Skylar. They were both at the doctors office since Skylar was still feeling sick

"Sky your fine I'm sure you're not about to die" I said while laughing a little
"Stop it's  not funny" Sky whined out which caused me to laugh even more

I went to instagram and scrolled through my feed as I listened to Skylar talk about some girl her brother brought home when I got a text from someone on instagram.

I went to it and all it said was 'Hi De'Lani'

Who the fuck?
I texted them back saying hello with a question mark they texted back fast
'Damn'

They just sent three pictures I clicked on the first one it was two positive pregnancy tests, I clicked on the other picture it was a picture of her and Melissa and I knew it was from today since that was the outfit Melissa was wearing today.

I clicked on the last picture feeling my heart starting to speed up it was a paper it was a fertility test I read it and I felt my blood run cold.

I sat there staring at the phone with my mouth slightly open
"Lani?" I heard Sky say
I snapped out of my trance
"Yes" I said
"You okay you went kinda quiet there?" Sky said I could hear concern laced in her voice
"Yea I'm fine umm I gotta go call me when y'all leave the doctor office" I said

Sky said she will and I hung up the phone.

I sat there not having a thought in mind, I wasn't sure how I felt about what I just saw I looked at the clock and it read 6:50 pm.

Melissa gets here in 5 minutes I got up and went into the kitchen and I started making dinner since I got hungry. I started doing random things around the house to get my mind off of me about to beat ha ass

I was knocked tracks as I heard the front door open I placed the pillow I was fluffing back on the couch. I sat down and stared at the camera tv that had some random show on it.

I could hear Melissa's heels clicking against the floor letting me know she was getting closer to the living room.

"Hey baby" Melissa said as she tried to kiss me but I moved away from her
"What's wrong?" She asked while sitting her purse on the couch.

"Ima ask you a question and this is your chance to be honest with me before I bot you in yo shit" I said while popping my fingers
"What are you talking about?" Melissa asked
"So you really finna fit here in my face and play dumb?" I said while standing up Nelissa backed up from me.

"What is the matter baby talk to me" Melissa said trying to grab my hand I pulled my hand away from her
"Who the fuck is Jessica Melissa" I asked and just by saying that name her whole demeanor changed.

"If you're gonna be cheating rule number one make sure you keep yo hoes in check. Rule number two never get them pregnant bitch that's a rookie mistake" I said before walking upstairs

I was thinking that I was really gonna put my hands on her that's what my brain was telling me to do, my heart wanted me to fall down to my knees and cry while asking why would she do something like that to me? To us?.

But my soul even though she hurt me I have too much respect for her to sit here, and put my hands on her, and I have too much respect for myself to sit here cry and beg a bitch to choose me.

Melissa came after me of course but I ignored her I packed some of my shit which was all the important things I pushed past her as I walked downstairs I grabbed my car keys and left.

I was now sitting in front of my house crying my eyes out I wasn't about to let myself cry in front of her. Once I was done I got myself together, and went inside.

It was cold in my house, my home didn't even feel like a home since I've only actually stayed here three times since I brought the house. I spent most of my time at Melissa house we were damn near staying with each other.

It was dark zero lights were on and all my curtains were blackout curtains so it was even darker. I sat my things down and sat down on the couch I threw my head back against the couch

"Alexa play playlist 2"

"Now playing playlist 2" her robotic voice said

"All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere"

"Oh you bitch!" I cussed at Alexa
"Alexa stop"

Soon the music cut off and I just sat there in the dark not saying anything soon I heard my phone ring
"For fucks sake" I said while getting up I grabbed my phone and saw that it was Skylar calling me I automatically fixed my attitude not wanting her to question.

"Hey love" I said after clearing my throat
"Hiii" Skylar said her voice held so much excitement
"You okay there?" I asked while laughing and smile at how cheerful her voice sounded
"Yes I'm fine so good news I'm not dying"

"We all knew that" I said still keeping a smile on my face as if she was standing in front of me
"But the really good news is..... I'm pregnant" Skylar said

"Oh" I said that kind of threw me off I didn't know how to react I was happy for them that was no doubt.
"Congratulations I'm so happy for you guys" I said trying to sound as happy as can be.

Sky continued talking about the baby or possibly babies my mind suddenly went back to Melissa and I felt myself about to breakdown and I couldn't stop it from happening

"U-um I gotta go" I forced myself to say I hung up the phone before she could even say anything my heart felt as if it was on fire I wanted to rip it out so bad.

Is this what heartbreak feels like?

Skylar pov

I sat there looking at the phone with a confused look on my face
"What's wrong" Silver asked while walking into the room
"I was telling Lani about the baby and she sounded happy more happy than I was and when we were talking about the nursery it's like her whole mood just changed and she rushed off the phone not even giving me time to respond" I said with a frown on my face

Was she not happy about the baby? Why did I care about how she felt about it so much? There was so many thoughts running through my mind and it was making me upset.

"I don't know love maybe she had to do something" Silver said while kissing my forehead
"Maybe"

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