Accidentally married with a Stranger (GxG)

Chapter 30

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Isang oras nalang bago matapos ang event ng school pero ito ako ngayon, umiiyak mag isa sa loob ng restroom after kong mag perform sa stage. I stare myself in front of the mirror and i look fine physically outside, but when i see myself in front of the mirror, i see nothing but a miserable being, devastated, and gullible one. 

Pain and countless tears are proofs that keeping drained for something i don't deserve, or did i really deserve this because of I'm such a fool who easily trust promises? Kumuha ako ng ilang tissue para punasan ang mukha kong basa sa paghihilamos. I opened the door but in my surprise, i saw riva standing behind of it. Her eyes softened as soon as she saw me, looking at my puffy eyes. 

''Can we talk, shan?'' malumanay niyang tanong

''We're done talking riva. I gotta go'' linagpasan ko siya para makaalis agad pero nahigit niya ang kamay ko at buong lakas na pinapasok ulit sa loob ng restroom. 

I saw her locking the door before turning her gaze at me, ''Please, kahit saglit lang'' 

Ayoko mag assume pa ng kahit ano pagkatapos makita sa mata niya ang kagustuhan niya talaga akong makausap kaya nag iwas agad ako ng tingin.

''What for? You already make it clear to me riva, that we're done, kaya wala na tayong paguusapan pa'' may bakas ng inis ang tono ko. 

She stepped forward closer to me and start caressing my cheeks. I can feel my heart pounding so fast that no one can do but her, at napakarupok ko sa part na 'to na sa simpleng dampi lang ng balat niya sa balat ko ay hindi ko magawang tanggalin dahil katawan ko na mismo ang truma-traydor sa akin. 

''I miss you. I just want to see you kahit sa saglit na minuto lang before-''

''Before leaving me again?'' pagpuputol ko sa sasabihin niya saka tinanggal ang kamay niyang nasa pisngi ko, ''And do you think i still have the guts to believe you? You know what, Ang selfish niyong lahat! What did i do to deserve this, huh? Tell me riva'' 

''I'm s-sorry'' 

''Pagod na ako sa mga sorry niyo riva. Sobrang p-pagod na pagod na a-ako kase wala man lang akong makuhang sagot sa bawat tanong ko..'' nangangatal na ang boses ko dahil sa luhang tumutulo na naman sa mata ko. 

Utang na loob, pagod na din akong umiyak!

''I-I'm sorry for hurting you, Shan. Please don't cry..'' she then softly rubs my cheeks, wiping the tears that keep falling in my eyes, ''I don't deserve any of these tears..''

''..Despite of all the distress i gave you, you never forgot how to make me smile in your own way, and thank you for that. Thank you for making me happy in everyday I'm with you. Those memories that i will always cherish in my life as you became the biggest part of it.'' a little smile curved in her lips while tears are also escaping in her eyes now