Chapter 5*

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Please note that this chapter contains scenes of mature and sexual nature and mental health disorder

Dimitri pov

I was livid , but with myself . My control slipped . I thought without the pills I'd be fine . Her presence was helping . She was healing me . But she just had to go snooping around my stuff .

Pulling at the strands of my hair the voice that had been haunting me all my life was back . His voice echoed in my ears .

"As soon as she finds out what those pills are for she'll leave you boy ." he said with a chilling chuckle

" she won't . She's mine . She loves me " I groaned out . His voice was giving me a splitting headache.

" oh but she will . You're sick boy . "

" I'm not sick " I said barely above a whisper

" YOU'RE SICK BOY! A PSYCHO! WHY WOULD SHE EVER LOVE YOU ?"

His laugh rang through my ears. Clutching my ears begging his to stop but he continued to say the same thing

"YOU'RE SICK . YOU'RE SICK . YOU'RE SICK ! YOU'RE SICK! YOU'RE SICK !"

" IM NOT SICK ! " I screamed only to look up and see her standing at the doorway of our bedroom

She was clutching the door for dear life
" Dimitri" she said softly and cautiously. I pulled my hands away from my ears , noticing blood on underneath my fingernails .

" I'm fine " I said bluntly

" are you sure ?"

" I SAID IM FINE " My voice echoing off the walls . Standing up abruptly I bolted out the room . Not paying attention to how her body slammed into the door and how she groaned in pain . I just needed to get away . I needed to keep her as far as possible from my demons .

Nia pov

I laid on the floor in groaning pain . It was like he was someone else . His eyes were wild and haunted . But he hurt me . Again . He didn't care to turn around . He didn't care to apologise. All that was heard was the faint slamming of the door . He just left me here  .

The wooden door he had pushed me into had scraped and dug into my skin . Pieces of the wood dug into my back .

I was sure my burns and scars were bleeding out into the gauzes that wrapped around my back . But I made no effort to move . A million thoughts swirled into my mind . Was this a regular occurrence? Do I not remember?

I didn't even know for how long I laid there for . It was too painful to move . But soon enough I felt a hand to my shoulder pulling me up .

I thought finally he came back . He would apologise. He would hug me and tend to my wounds but instead of blue eyes I came into contact with brown eyes with blonde hair .

Aleksandr .

" he's not coming back anytime soon is he" I said barely above a whisper
His face fell and he shook his head .

Sighing i let him help me and tend to the wounds caused by his brother . He was not shocked . It was as if this was a regular occurrence. Like he knew this would happen .

We sat in silence and when he was finished I retired to bed to silence the thoughts in my  head.

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Only when the room was engulfed in darkness did I feel a dip in the mattress but I didn't say anything. Neither  did he . Instead he wrapped his arm around my waist .

His hand traveled downwards and underneath the cotton of my panties . I held in my gasp and any noises . However it was short lived . As soon as he pinched the ball of nerves I mewled like a cat .

" I'm sorry , i didn't mean to shout " as he said this he sank 2 digits into me . Taking laboured breaths i squirmed but he tightened his arm around me .

Breathing down my neck he said " I didn't mean to hurt you." with that he sucked on a point in my neck that sent my pulse going crazy and he increased the pace of this fingers.

His mouth traveled up to the shell of my ear. "I'll tend to your wounds" .  I was about to speak and tell him they were already tended for . But he had already lifted the back of my shirt to see clean gauzes. With that he stopped moving his fingers.

" who cleaned your wounds ?" He said through gritted teeth . When I didn't answer . He flipped us over so he looked down at me caging me with his body .
" I'll ask you again , who cleaned your wounds ?" With that he pinched my clit and sunk 3 digits into me.

" Alek...Aleksandr" I rushed out . His eyes darkened and he ripped his body away from me . Sitting up I stared at him as he tore his shirt away from his body . Revealing his pale but chiselled chest and deep v line at emphasised the weight in his pants . He pulled down his pants and boxers in one go . His member sprung out , hitting his stomach  and he climbed over me .

" you're mine . No one will touch you but me . Let this serve as a reminder "
With that he plummeted into me . It hurt but after a few deep strokes I was on a all time high.

His pace increased and repeated saying the same thing over and over again

Mine. Mine. Mine.

His extreme possessiveness sent me for spiral . I couldn't breathe. His deep strokes formed a growing  knot in the depths of my stomach . But as soon as he pinched my clit , everything rushed out of me. Screaming at the top of my lungs a fountain of my creamy satisfaction flowed out of me .

Coming down from my high I fell back into the pillows . My vision was hazy . I was disoriented . I just felt him clean me up .

Maybe i could make this work . Marriages had to compromise right . We accepted the good and the bad . I would accept his demons and love him as he was . I would make this work

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Hey tiggers so I wanted to capture the essence of dimitri mental health in this chapter . If you are confused I'll let you know that dimitri has a personality disorder . So we're going to have some fun and how this plagues with his relationship with Nia .

Also thank you so much for over 200 reads I really appreciate it . I really don't know how this book will turn out but I'm excited that we're going on this journey together.
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~N

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