Obsession

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There is a reason I cherish the words
that make up the language of obsession.

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I have half filled booklets
half filled with poems for you,
they are very stubborn,
but I cherish them,
and you.

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I'm just as self obsessed,
as I am poetic.
Thick headed, can you tell?
I will acknowledge myself,
as speaker of these words
I'm so obsessed with,
because I cherish them,
and I cherish you,
and I am stubborn,
as a basso ostinato.

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There is a reason, for these fractures.
I can't write you a poem that is perfect,
but these torn up shreds
of lines are perfectly aligned
to the way you make me feel.

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Sometimes I cut myself
off at the worst time.
Whatever this is
my timing is worse.
Trust me I'm better off dead
set on finishing a fragment
than starting a conversation.

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There is a very good reason for this,
but I have said far too much already.

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