Unable (boyxboy)

Tears and Kisses of the Broken Boyfriend

Dip-shit has been spending more and more time away from school, my house and me lately...

he is making me feel and unwanted, unknown and annoying emotion. I don't know what this emotion is, it is making me nervous.

Another day of school, another day of hell. Rouben left me alone again today.  The bell went off in the class room signaling time to go home. I grabbed my bag with a growl and stomped out of the class room, I'm going to find that little fucker and teach him that, when Sin calls... you do not ignore him. 

I marched up to the door of the Collin household and banged on the door (lol, if you got something bad out of that... consider yourself a pervert!) a teenage girl wearing Roubens dark blue sweater and short shorts answered the door. She scowled at me, you see this is why I like his sister, Rochel. Rochel wasn't afraid to glare at someone. I ruffled her hair, walked into the house and slipped off my crimson converse.  My cold dark blue eyes met her guarded hazel ones

"wheres Rouben?"

"in his room..."

"thanks Rochel"

"yeah, yeah go save him already.."

I gave her a quizzical look and walked down the hall to Roubens room. The was muffled whimpers coming from the other side, worried I kicked the door open. There on the bed was a startled Rouben with tear tracks down his face, puffy eyes, red face, more tears in his eyes and a hand over his mouth.

I closed the door quietly and sat down next to him. I wrapped and arm around his shoulders and I could see him trying to stop the tears from falling so I whispered in his ear

"go ahead and cry, that's what I'm here for"

He looked down so his hair covered his sapphire eyes, after a while I saw tears start to drip onto his hands. He lifted his head and cried to the sky. I pulled his closer and he put his face in my neck and gripped onto my pull-over hood. He sat in between my legs with my arms around him in a comforting manner while he cried. 

Eventually he stopped crying and just sat there, in my lap, whimpering. I kissed his forehead and whispered in his ear

"my beautiful,
adorable,
charming,
sweet,
kind,
amazing,
boyfriend."

He looked at me with something swirling in his eyes that I didn't understand. I kissed the tear stains on his face, he smiled with that same emotion in his eyes. I cupped his cheek and he leaned into the touch.

A simple touch turned into something more, because before we knew it we were kissing. If I could describe the kiss in one word, I would say страстный (1). My hand was still cupping his cheek. I was currently on my back with him in between my legs in a very passionate kiss.

His sister knocked on the door, but didn't open it. Rouben looked annoyed

"what?!"

"I'm not coming in to see my brother and his boyfriend fucking, so I'm just telling you that I'm going to a friends house for the weekend"

Rouben blushed slightly but called out a "okay, be safe" anyway. I heard foot steps going away from the door then the front door slam shut, not before she called out a

"USE PROTECTION!" .

Once the door closed I pulled him back down for more alcohol kisses.  He grabbed my waist and made slow circles on my hips, making me moan into the kiss, I flipped us to where I was on top and his legs were wrapped around my waist. A hand slid under my shirt and slipped my shirt and hood off. Seeing that I was the only one with out a shirt on, I tugged at the end of his shirt.

His shirt came off and the kisses got more rough and desperate, it was like we were desperate to feel each other, know that the other was safe and happy,

know that he was still there......

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1. Russian it means Passionate