𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐦; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

7‣ 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙚𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙥𝙚

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"Will you fuck me, please?"

Hyunjin had been expecting something, not sure what it was but he was surely expecting something. Maybe pleas of comfort, requests for him to stay a little longer. But hearing Felix say that wrecked his senses in all the ways he could've imagined. It wasn't too far-fetched of an idea but it was surprising nevertheless, Felix wasn't asking him to assure him but to fuck him which sounded just as shameless as it seems, and Hyunjin may have loved it a little too much

"What?"

comes his honest and raw answer, face contorted into sheer confusion as he stares at Felix with a cocked brow and awaits a response. The blue-haired bats his glossy eyes and gulps, gathering himself "Can you please...touch me" Felix has to bite down a sob to get his words across "I need to--" He takes a step toward the man, looking into his eyes with furrowed brows and quivering lips, the distance between them has been snipped now that Felix stands with the tips of his shoes meeting the tips of Hyunjin's black Chelsea boots. His breath intermingled with Hyunjin's, his free hand raising to clasp around Hyunjin's long coat's material

"Only you can make me escape"

It resonates as a whisper in Hyunjin's ears, making the familiar feel of arousal rise against his senses and he doesn't appreciate it being present but the way Felix articulates his words, the way he looks into his eyes, the way he speaks, the way his face is so damningly pretty, and the way he smells like lilacs and slightly like peonies, it's all so insanely intoxicating that Hyunjin may as well have been under a spell cast by the fairy-looking male. His breath seems to have slowed as he looks deeper into the latter's eyes which are pleading, and before Felix can utter another beg, a hand has gripped firmly around the one he was holding Hyunjin's arm with as he is dragged off to lord knows where

surprise is swift when it takes Felix's senses but he is immediately comforted by the idea that Hyunjin had accepted his request. As they walk down the secluded and shadowy alley, Felix lets Hyunjin's better conscience lead them somewhere safe and private which is actually very genius of him to let an enigmatic stranger lead him to a place he is not at all familiar with while he is emotionally vulnerable. if Seungmin was here and could see him he would thwack the back of his head, but that was the advantage, Seungmin wasn't here and neither was any other human

they were all alone in these private restrooms Hyunjin had led them to, they weren't for the guests' use but for the hosts' use. Cleaner, ten times more luxurious, and all the more comfortable. Felix takes one prompt look at the white shiny tiles, the saturated light of the small lamps hanging from the ceiling and engraved next to the mirrors, the deep brown countertops and their jade-green marble basins, dripping with splendor. Before Felix can look further he is pulled into a small stall at the back of the restrooms

a hushed gasp leaves his lips but it's silenced by a mouth crashing upon his, arms snake around his waist and he doesn't need the time to understand or comprehend as he immediately closes his eyes and allows the blond to access his mouth. The scent of Versace's Dylan Blue spreads in Felix's senses and he thrives in it, finds solace in not only Hyunjin's lips but his gentle grip and his ravishing scent too. He wraps his arms around Hyunjin's neck, pulling him in deeper because the closer he gets to this stranger, the further away he is from reality

he's like a drug, a haven of pleasure, in his arms Felix can lose all his senses and be only surrounded by delectation--he was Felix's escapism. Their lips mingle and their tongues push and pull, Felix tilts his head so Hyunjin has better access inside of his mouth while the older takes advantage of the allowance he's receiving and ravages inside the blue-haired's mouth. After elonged sessions of making out while their hands trail everywhere on each other's body, the two finally pull away and Felix is immediately pushed against a cold wall next to the stall's door