𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐢𝐬𝐦; 𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐱

25‣ 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙤𝙘𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚

not proofread, please ignore mistakes.

"You're okay, right?" Asked a concerned voice that seemingly belonged to Hyunjin, his tone serious as he pulls upward the blue-haired's shorts and stays still to watch over him, wait for his answer while his worry rises. They finished entirely too long after Felix handed the reigns to Hyunjin and now that it was past 4 in the morning, their charades have finally came to halt. Hyunjin's body is glistening in sweat while the latter is seconds away from passing out, the exhaustion, the aftereffects of crazy sex, the alcohol and everything combined weighing too much on him for him to remain awake

And his state is starting to worry Hyunjin a little too much. The blond has his brows furrowed, hands on Felix's knees as he stares back at him with care while the blue-haired lays wasted on his back, eyes closed and hands on his sides as though he finished a marathon. Hair as messy as ever, lips swollen and bruised, underneath Hyunjin's shirt and his own shirts even his entire body was bruised and marked. He looked like debauchery in the best form. "Felix?" The voice calls out again, leaning over and running smooth fingers over the freckled man's face, pushing away the sticky blue strands and revealing his pearly face

Since Felix was too sensitive to be even cleaned up, he asked Hyunjin to leave him be so the man dressed himself first, tidied up and got everything ready before he began cleaning Felix up but since then the blue-haired hasn't said a word and Hyunjin is getting beyond worried now. "I'm fine, just..." Then the words finally come which bring relief over Hyunjin, making him sigh as he sits up straight by Felix's feet "come over" the dizzy man slides open the curtains of his eyes just slightly to peek at Hyunjin and calls him over, too tired to motion with his hands so he prays the words would be enough

And with Hyunjin, he doesn't need to repeat himself (not unless he's begging to be touched) as the blond smiles softly and slips over next to him, grabbing the comforter and pulling it over the both of them. Their pillows are separate and there's a decent amount of space between them when Hyunjin lays down, his body warm against the slightly cold mattress though it should not have been cold at all considering just how warm they've been keeping it. His smile intact as he pores at Felix's face closely, finding him insides grow funny for the millionth time while he forgets his rules for the billionth time

"Hyun, can we cuddle?" The soft but deep voice brings Hyunjin out of his bubble of admiration as he licks his lips and contemplates Felix's words. Cuddling? 'That's sure a hell lot of a boundary breacher' mocks Hyunjin the rational part of his brain as he tries to be quick with his answer but fails to form one. Before the rational side of his mind could say anything any further, Felix is already shifting closer, whining at the pain and burying himself into the side of Hyunjin's body. The blond stills, freezing up at Felix's touch as though they have not brazenly devoured one another moments ago

"You're warm" Felix inhales his scent, face in his shoulder and arm wrapped over his stomach. The feeling of Hyunjin always feels nice, always vanishes Felix's problems like a magical cure to a lifelong disease, even if the said disease right now was caused by the very same pain. Every inch of his body is in pain and he just wants too fall asleep, too tired to even understand his actions as he nuzzles his nose deeper into Hyunjin's bare shoulder and inhales more of his scent. The man remains unmoved, and he believes he will stay like this the entire night. Felix's body against his is always a delight, it's heaven in disguise, but to have him cuddle up to Hyunjin like that feels too sweet

Hyunjin doesn't have enough words in his mind to describe this feeling, neither does he know that his body is melting against his will and his stiff muscles have relaxed as he raises his hand and reluctantly places it over Felix's, caressing it softly and keeping his smile hidden undercover. Felix was at the brink of falling asleep, nearly passing away with the bliss that was Hyunjin's embrace but he manages to mutter out one last desire before fading into the land of slumber