Complicated love...

FEBRUARY!?!?!?

SOOOO I think it's a good time for yall to have a special!! So im thinking making a quick and easy story well mostly because my birthday is soon and I have really nothing to do.. yeah I know.. anyways none of my buttons on this is working I am so sad it isn't I cant even change the front of this or make it in the middle so like idk why like..why wattpad!?! WHYY..

SEE

OKAY IT FINALLY WORKS THANK GOD MWA MWA

anywas tw:trauma (ill give another hint too!! :p)

yay!! :3

anyways I hope you kinda enjoy this story??? idk anymore I don't even know where I left off for this story so yeah!

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*counting with le normal story!!*

*poland pov again!*

I woke up today.. I wonder why he looks so tired..? He looks so stressed...poor him.. I love him so much but then also.. why does he always look so tired? I keep overthinking..!  He's totally fine! I mean when is he never fine? heh.. NO NO. why the fuck did I do that I look and sound weird im so stupid. I should leave him alone or go do something romantic for him? I mean that's the best I can do for him! I wanna show him how much I love him with all my heart also valentines is coming up and he didn't ask me yet. Disappointing but not really people kept on ruining it now so I would understand why people hate this I would too without my bf.. But I should keep on going with what I am doing! So I stood up quietly and started to go to the kitchen to go cook some breakfast for him! but.. what does he like to eat..? IM SO SLOW.. im such a bad gf at this point I don't even know what he likes.. I probably gonna make him pancakes I like it and he was also raised or adopted by an american women so yeah I could see! A little.. but anyways ima start cooking for him!! EEKKK IS SO NICE..!
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*germany pov..? I make it so quick ngl.. im making it short give me credit love bugs..*

..I don't even know anymore atp..I give up I mean like im supposed to be known as a strong leading country!..well more like person.. but still! I'm letting myself overthink that my gf doesn't love me and just wants to use me or something!? She would never like she's really nice and has changed over the time.. she hangs out with me a lot more then ever that's something...But she doesn't know me that well. not like anything offensive its just pretty obvious she doesn't like I would understand but I don't im like the most simple guy ever. I care too much..maybe she will change for the best?? I really hope.. It would make my day! I'm just gonna stay in her bed.. it sounds like the best option then go out of this room to argue with her then break her heart.. I really mean nothing! I still love her dearly! Like so much I cant even explain it no more. I just wanna lay here forever why couldn't I be perfect at least..? Why couldn't I trust her..? Idk. It's simply idk maybe cause I couldn't trust a lot of kids when I was in 2nd grade.. (trauma tw!! :/) I got bullied. Bullied so much. They picked on me because of what my father has done. They was in 7th grade. I was in 2nd.. They bullied me because my father killed their oma's.. and opas.. I'm so sorry. I cant even make up the words anymore. I'm so glad they left after a few years to highschool..but they still had friends that bullied me till my adopted mom decided to move me to my home country since america wasn't for her..  (yes human country's can live in actual countries.) It was the worst not like I would get revenge I hate blood. But they loved seeing me in blood with bruises all over me and tears I was never that weak ever.. why.. Then the door was opened as I quickly tried to pretend to fall asleep..

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that's the end sadly I just wanted to make the relationship panic a little since they both do got trauma but the relationship feels FAKE?? Also february (my birthday month ;-; and like 10 billion more people..) Birthday month too means for love so ima make february the month of no love!! :3 cause im rlly nice and I feel like it ngl but I would introduce both of their traumas soon which I would explain later also new story is gonna come out on my birthday as a birthday special!! So enjoy this chapter as I make or start writing it and make it as long as I can with all of these (rn 4 days but soon 3 because I live in georgia,usa ;-; so like yk yk..) I will make it like a long story as I can and I would upload it at 12:00 am/00:00 am for european time ppl that don't feel like counting on their fingers! :3 Ima make it problematic yes im evil idc what yall say anywas byeeee!! <333

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