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January 23
📍Miami, Florida
3:00 P.M

Arienne Milan Sari,17

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Arienne Milan Sari,17

"You're literally so gorgeous, do a 360 lemme get the picture" Sarah beams as I do continuous poses to get pictures just for memories since I deactivated my instagram.

"Alright done now nuh" I blurt out, covering my mouth after realizing she didn't understand one word that I just said.

"Your accent blends, you sound Jamaican but then again you don't" she laughs as I immediately put in words what she's saying.

She a call mi uptown right now people! just not in our terms.

I definitely do sound weird speaking patois but it feels normal whenever I'm around Xiamora and Brooke since they're used to it.

"I'm trying to send it to your instagram bitch but I ain't finding it, did you change your username?" Jada shouts from the other side of the pool.

"I deactivated it, just needed a break" I sigh, not wanting to explain the situation.

I needed a change of scenery just to be around different persons who aren't updated on my life right now, they don't know i'm pregnant or if I even have a boyfriend and i'm just letting it stay that way.

Being in Jamaica around my friends made me felt as if they were pitying me everyday though they might not see it that way.

"Can we order food now? I'm hungry y'all been swimming all day damn" Jada voices as Sara and I look over to her simultaneously laughing.

"You be eating so much dang, not even Arienne eats that much" Sarah says as I side eye her. I definitely eat alot I just don't do it around them.

My bump is not even half ready to show but I'm nervous to break the news to anyone just yet.

I feel like such a failure, pregnant with no clue where my baby daddy is.

I loved him, but I definitely feel like there's more to story of him being missing because in Jamaica once you're missing as a male you're involved in something.

"Mi hungry, coulda eat some fry rice and poakk right right now" Liyah walks out as I laugh, immediately catching unto Derrick's meme.

The other girls are laughing but they laugh at anything we say at this point, they find patois intriguing.

"Cyah eat a yuh house before you come a people yard my girl?" I joke, now code switching since she's also Jamaican.

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