4. Don't Hold It

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"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!"








"sorry sir"

"IS THAT THE ONLY THING YOU COULD SAY?!"

"HE'S A PATIENT"








i kept quiet.. it's..my fault..again..

"sir it's my fault i was the one who—"

"NO HE SHOULD BE RESPONSİBLE"

"no sir, he was trying to help—"

"NO EXCUSES"

"PARK SUNGHOON YOU NO LONGER BELONG HERE I HOPE TO NOT SEE YOU AGAIN"













i looked down...
i bowed..

"thank you for all your support... i will be going now..", and i left the room..










"h-hyung i'm sorry..i—"
"no it's okay..i was planning to quit after all..", i smiled.
"huh..? but why?"
"i am questioning about it too..", i chuckled.
"don't worry i'll be fine..we'll see each other again"
















i hoped so..










i left the hospital..
i rubbed on my head that was injured due to getting hit with the chair..oh yea i forgot about that..
i checked on my phone and realised there was so many missed calls from my brother..i panicked and quickly called him but he didn't respond..
i called him a few times and finally he answered..











"hyung! where are you? what's wrong—"
"are you perhaps a relative to park jeonghoon?",a person spoke to the call..
"uhm..y-yes. i am his brother.."



















my heart dropped..





i ran as fast as i could...





my head was hurting so bad and my breath was getting heavier...






i can't think anymore..




everything stopped..




"WHERE IS MY BROTHER?!"








i dropped on my knees..


"i'm sorry sir..we did our best to help him.."




no...







it's my fault...




"h-hyung.."




"h-hyung wake up!"


"d-don't leave me.."

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i walked down the streets..feeling lifeless..















i have no reason to live anymore....




everyone is leaving me...






it's all my fault..






i should've died sooner...




i came to a bridge..



where below there is a sea...


i smiled..



"and that's how a pathetic life ends..", i said and closed my eyes..


i am ready...



i was about to jump..




















NO













NO DONT PULL ME BACK








...






"that was drastic you know?"


"LET ME GO"


"LET ME JUMP!"

"I DONT WANT THIS"


"LET ME DIE!"



"LET ME DIE!!"


"PLEASE LET ME DIE!!"


"DON'T STOP ME"

"d-don't...pl-please.."

"cry.."



"d-don't stop me.."

"cry all you want..don't hold it"

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