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"Hindi ko po sinasadya Ma'am, Sir. Sorry po ulit. Huwag nyo po akong tanggalin. I really need this job" She's still crying pitifully pati ako ay naaawa. Grabe namang main lead effect ito. Lahat ng nakatingin ay nakikisimpatya kay Alessa while I look like a complete villain.
"Don't cry Miss, you won't get fired." He's looking at her intently. Of course I'll do my part even better.
"No! Fire her right now. She's so stupid and she doesn't deserve to be here." He annoyingly looked at me.
"That's enough Chantal! The lady is very sorry for what she did. No need to go that far. She'll just recieve a warning for what happened." Tinanggal nya ang coat nya. Yes, put it on her pero nagulat ako ng sakin nya yun ibinalot.
"Take that and fix yourself bago magsimula and schedule mo. I'll handle this. " Maybe he thinks that this is enough to pacify me. Of course he know that Chantal is very obsess with her and small gesture are more than enough. I want to roll my eyes pero umakto akong masaya sa ginawa nya.
"Thank you! I'll bring this back." I tried to sound happy and after that I rolled my eyes at Alessa. I started to walk along with my manager. I looked back and I saw him talking to her.
Matapos ang photoshoot ay pumunta ako sa office ni Shawn and it's true. I'm banned. I just left the coat sa receptionist and left a note with cringy hearts. After that I went at home and stared at the ceiling. I wanna go home I really miss my family. I don't know kung tama ba ang ginagawa ko what if di na ako makabalik. I wipe my tears. No kaya ko ito. I fell asleep while reminiscing my memories with my life on earth.
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*What's happening? I think I'm seeing the destruction of Chantal. She has a scar on her face and she's coughing blood. Anong nangyayari? Eto ba ang nangyari sa kanya sa dulo ng kwento. Umiiyak sya habang nakalugmok sa gilid ng silid. No one's with her. She's really lonely.
"Shawn why are you so cruel to me. Why did you have to abort our baby." she mumbled and I gasped. WHAT? HOW COULD HE! This is not written in the story. So he killed his child just to be with her?
"I still love you even after everything pero di kita kayang makitang masaya sa kanya. Your marriage is just unbearable." Ang mga mata nya ay parang wala ng pag-asa sa buhay. She suddenly start to laugh while tears are flowing down her face.
"Life is so unfair to me. Hindi ko man lang naranasan ang mahalin. I just want to be loved, is that so wrong of me?"
She then took a knife and pierce it in her heart.
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"AHHHHHHH!" I shouted. It's a dream, pawisan ako habang naninikip ang dibdib ko. But is it really a dream? Mukhang totoo ang nangyari ang pagtalsik ng dugo at ang itsura nya na kaparehas sa deskripsyon ng libro.
Now I don't want to do anything. Do I have to experience that too. What if i can finally come back after Chantal's death? Is that why I can't kill myself? Because it's not my time yet? What if I'm just stuck here for life and magiging ganon ang kinahitnan ko without going back to earth.
"I don't know anymore but this is just a life in book. I will come back. " I muttered like a mantra.
I just want to ditch everything but I couldn't and here I am in Tagaytay for my photoshoot. Matapos ang pictorial ng hapon ay sinuot ko ang red 2 piece na dala ko and covered it up with a maong short and white mesh cover up.
Plano naming maglangoy saglit ng mga staff. Tiningnan ko ang aking repleksyon sa salamin. Chantal is really beautiful. She's not a known model for nothing. She has a tall, skinny body frame, maganda ang balakang nya at katamtaman ang kanyang dibdib sa hubog mg kanyang katawan. Matangos ang ilong nya and she has a foxy eyes and a soft pinky lips. She also has a long brown straight hair na halos umabot sa kanyang bewang. She has a mature, seductive beauty. Habang ang female lead ay nag eexude ng innocent, fragile aura. Honestly, mas maganda naman talaga si Chantal kay Alessa not just because I am currently in her body right now. Anyway, it doesn't matter.
Habang naglalangoy ang ibang staff ay nag photo taking muna kami ni Shane. My manager told me to casually call her na and she does the same.
Honestly, She is very pretty too. She could also be a model pero di daw nya hilig.
Kinuhanan nya ako ng picture habang nakaluhod sa buhangin nakabukas ang zipper ng short ko. Showing my red bikini. Tinanggal ko na din ang cover up na suot ko. I let the wind blow my wavy hair as i touched the seawater. We took a several picture of each other. Matapos noon ay naisipan kong mag post sa aking facebook page. I have millions of followers and I gain many likes per upload. Wow.
I choose the 2 most alluring photos and after a minute ay sunod sunod na ang hearts and comment sa aking posts. I just chuckled and close my phone bago pumunta sa cottage namin.
"Grabe dami na kaagad react ng post mo ah, lakas mo talaga." kantyaw ng mga kasamahan ko. Nakitawa lang ako sa kanila.
Chantal has many suitor andaming nagmemessage sa kanya. Usually mga local actors, models and social media personalities na talaga namang mga gwapo rin. Kaya nagtataka ko kung bakit habol sya ng habol kay Shawn. Actually, I know na pala based on the memories but still I just don't think he's worth it.
"Sasama ka ba mamaya sa beach club Miss Chantal? Pupunta kami mamaya." tanong ng make up artist ko.
"I will kung sasama si Manager Shane."
Pinanlakihan nya ako ng mata dahil alam ko na di nya hilig ang ganyan pero wala syang nagawa ng kumbinsihin sya ng mga kasamahan namin.
