'Chantal, are you okay? Be safe, I'm always here for you.' binasa ko ang message ni Radon. Magrereply na sana ako ng agawin ni Shawn yung cellphone.
"Who are you talking to?" Nang makita nya kung sinong kausap ko ay basta nya na lamang hinagis ang celllhone ko sa likod ng sasakyan. Buti na lamang at sa upuan ito nahulog at hindi sa sahig kung hindi ay baka nabasag pa ito. Tiningnan ko sya ng masama at hinampas ang kanyang braso.
"Why would you do that? Why don't you stop acting like this and just leave me alone." madiin ang pagkakahawak nya sa manibela. Kulang na lamang ay mamuti ang kanyang kamay.
"You keep making me mad my Chantal. I guess my intention wasn't clear enough." Lantaran ko na syang inirapan.
"You know what? I don't care what you feel or what you say! You don't even care about my feelings so why do I need to satisfy your tantrums." Hindi sya umimik at halatang nagpipigil sya ng galit. Patuloy nya lamang pinapaandar ang sasakyan. Nagtaka naman ako ng iba ang tinatahak nyang daan.
" Where are we going? Hindi ito ang papunta sa unit ko. " He just smirked at me.
"You'll know it when we got there. Huwag kang masyadong excited baby." Unbelievable. He's really unbelievable.
"Ayaw kong sumama sayo. Ibaba mo na lamang ako." He locked all the door using the main control.
"Don't even think about it baby. I'm barely holding my self so you better behave yourself." He said with a gritted teeth. He's really mad I shouldn't push him anymore. Baka kung ano pa ang gawin nya. Humalukipkip na lamang ako sa isang tabi.
Maya maya pa ay pumasok kami sa isang subdivision at tumigil kami sa tapat ng isang malaking bahay. May pinindot sya sa kanyang cellphone and the gate automatically opened. He drove inside and park it along with multiple cars.
"Where are we?" Pinatay nya na ang makina at inalis ang seatbelt naming dalawa.
"My house." He casually said. This house is so big. Umikot sya sa kabilang side at pinagbuksan ako ng pinto.
"Come out." umiling lamang ako. Lilipat na lang ako sa driver seat at magmamaneho paalis. Pero mukhang alam nya ang iniisip ko kaya binuhat nya ako papalabas at isinampay sa kanyang balikat.
"Let me down." Patuloy kong hinahampas ang kanyang likod ngunit parang balewala lamang sa kanya.
"Stay still baka mahulog ka." Hindi ko sya sinunod ngunit namula ang aking mukha ng paluin nya ako sa pwet. This pervert!
"I said stay still or do you want more?" Nanahimik na lamang ako. What can I do mas malakas sya sa akin. His house is very quiet parang kami lamang ang tao dito. Dumiretso sya sa sofa at kinandong ako paharap sa kanya. My eyes widen and I tried to get up but he just hug me.
" Stay still. I'm trying my very best to calm myself. I am extremely angry baby. I need this. " He's breathing heavily. Hinayaan ko na lamang sya because again wala naman akong magagawa. He's stronger than me. We stayed in the position for like five minutes before he loosen his hug on me. Tatayo na sana ako ngunit hinawakan nya ako sa beywang.
" Stay. I'm still not calm enough. I can't have you away from me." He really look so troubled.
"Hindi ako lalayo. Dito lamang ako sa tabi mo. Nakadress ako nahihirapan ako sa pinaggagawa mo." He sighed and let me do what I want. Inilagay nya ang kanyang ulo sa aking balikat. I really don't know what to do to this guy.
"I hate it. Don't talk to him ever again. I might really kill him if you do." Inalis ko ang kanyang ulo at hinarap sya.
"Stop talking about killing. You can't just kill anyone. I will kill myself if you do that." Lies, I can't kill myself but he doesn't know that. His jaw clenches and his anger is evidently showing again.
"You will kill yourself for that bastard? " His voice is very menacing. I want to walk away because his anger is really frightening. Damn it why do you keep taunting him. I internally curse my mind.
"No it's just a metaphor. Right a metaphor. A joke even." I almost stutter.
"Don't say such things again because I don't know what I might do." He look at me intently like he's waiting for an aswer. So I just nod at him.
"Good girl. Now I want you to go back in my company." He authoritively said.
"No, Thank you I am fine on my own." Tumawa naman sya ng bahagya.
"But my Chantal this is not a discussion. You are going back to my company." He said like it's a final decision.
"If I don't?" He hold my hair down to my face.
"Then I'll make all of your friends' life a living hell. I will fire all of them and I'll make sure that they won't find a job ever again. You know that I am more than capable of doing that." Sinamaan ko sya ng tingin at inalis ang kanyang kamay.
"You! What a heartless manipulative jerk! I hate you!" He doesn't look affected with what I said.
"I don't care what you call me baby as long as I can keep you close. As long as I can have you. " Napapikit na lamang ako ng mariin, nakakapagod makipagtalo sa kanya.
"Stop arguing with me. You know it's worthless because I'm still gonna win in the end." I don't wanna argue anymore. May schedule pa ako bukas ng umaga.
"Whatever you say. Uuwi na ako. Tumayo na ako ngunit bigla nya akong hinila at ihiniga sa sofa. I gritted my teeth because he's pinning my hand above my head and he's in top of me.
" Not so fast. I told you, I'm still mad. " He touch my face using his one hand.
"Wow I miss this position. You under me while you look tempting as ever. " Suddenly, all of their sexy moments came across my mind. Bigla akong namula. They did things excessively in Chantal's memory. They are on it for like 6 hours or so.
"Get off me." Patuloy kong pagpupumiglas ngunit tumawa lang sya.
"Why are you blushing baby? Did you remember all of it?" I tried kicking him pero inipit lamang nya ako ng kanyang hita.
"No, I don't. Let me go." He whisper on my ears.
"Well we can do it again if you want." umiling lamang ako. Hinawakan nya ang aking baba bago ako hinalikan.
Fuck he's kissing me again. Kinagat ko naman ang kanyang labi dahil parang wala syang balak na tigilan ako. Tumawa naman sya bago ako binitawan.
"You like biting now huh." He teased me I want to wipe my mouth but I know that it's not a good move.
"I think I am calm now. Next time, just kiss me if you want me to calm down. I want you to sleep here but I know we'll just fight about it. I'm bringing you home." Agad naman akong tumayo.
"Kaya ko na mag-isa." Naglakad lamang sya palabas at hinawakan ang aking beywang.
"Don't push it, ihahatid kita o dito ka matutulog. Mamili ka." Sumunod na lang ulit ako. Pagod na ako, gusto ko na magpahinga. Feeling ko ay namamatay brain cells ko sa pakikipag-usap sa kanya. He just smile victoriously again while I am dying from frustration.
