"Ever kissed a girl?" You asked, and I froze.
I know it was hours ago but I remember it all too vividly- we were sitting on the patch of grass in your backyard, careful not to annoy your cleaning parents as you played in my curly hair- you asked it so random.
I was shocked.
"N-no" I stuttered, embarrassed.
"Then how do you know you're..." you trailed off like even saying the word when bring your step-father.
I felt horrible. I hate the man because he scares you and I want nothing to scare you- I want you to leave fearless and you mostly are except for when it comes to him.
I don't blame you though, he's scary.
"Was it the girl's kiss-" you began but I held my finger up.
"We agreed to both bring that up" I say.
"Bring what up?" You tease, your blue eyes and deep dimple staring down at me.
Your face was too close for comfort.
Fuck I hate this stupid crush.
- Winnie
...
March 3rd
Shit I forgot I even asked you that (currently blushing) because I asked that because I wanted to kiss you and ever since I saw that video I couldn't stop thinking about it.
I really wanted to kiss you when I leaned in- or at least hug you, but I was too chicken; too scared of what our peers would think.
- Brooke
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All The Things I wish I'd Said
RomanceA series of diary entries from Winnie Rutledge, a high school Freshman who has the fattest crush on her new friend.
