Us After The Fallout

Part 13

>>>>  Thank you to those of you who have been commenting and gently harassing me about continuing this story; along with those who have sticked with this story despite my year long (yikes) unintentional hiatus. I do intend to finish this story and I apologize for leaving you hanging for as long as I have. Without further a-do here it is, which this chapter is long as hell and I have never written smut before so go easy on me please <3  <<<<

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Smut

Her tongue pressed against my own, wet and hot as our mouths moved against each other with purpose. 

I don't know how we got here: tugging at each other's clothes in an attempt to pull our bodies closer in this rain.

Our bodies are shaking, and I'm unsure if it's because of the rain or the feelings this kiss has sent throughout each and every nerve-ending we have. My guess is both.

I feel her hand run up and around my neck and I-I actually think I'm dying-and a gasp escapes from my damp lips that have a moments breakaway before Mia's lips immediately chase them, hastily pressing them together once again. 

My hand tangling in her wet hair, I meet her lips with the same intensity and slide my tongue across her bottom lip which she instantly gave me access. A deep hum vibrates through her throat before I feel the hand around my throat grip tighter and gently push away from my face causing our lips to separate and both of us to release loud gasps trying to catch our breath. 

Mia's eyes flash open and she stares so intently at me that once again I'm at a loss of air. She flickers her eyes back and forth between mine before glancing down at my lips and not letting them stray away. 

"Vada" she closes her eyes briefly and opens them continuing to stare at my mouth. "You don't understand how long I've been wanting to do that." She rests her forehead against mine and takes a shuddering breath.

My mind is reeling and confusion flashes, leading me to what happened between us last night. 

"But, I don't understand, last night you said-"

"I didn't want to kiss you like that Vada. I didn't want you like that. Not when we weren't sober. Not when I wasn't coherent enough to make sure you actually wanted that and not just cause we were drinking and our emotions or," she takes a deep breath, "I didn't want you to regret it, and I couldn't bare for there to be more awkwardness or you to feel uncomfortable because of it so I said we were just friends. But," she moves a wet strand of hair across my face, tucking it behind my ear and holds her hand there, "I do want to be friends. And... I also need you to keep kissing me for a while if that works for you," she says with a laugh and I can't help but break out into a relieved laugh with her at the reassuring words that made another shiver run through me. 

"Me too I-I want that too Mia. I want you as a friend, but I also want you-" I cut myself off as I crash into her for the hundredth time and yank her hips into mine, stumbling backwards and leaning back as I arch into her. 

I tug her bottom lip and pull it with me as my head moves away and watch as it bounces back, swollen and meeting her flushed cheeks. My hand quickly trails down her arm and slides onto her wrist where I firmly grasp it as my blown pupils meet her steely gaze. 

I spin on my heels and tug her along behind me as I make a beeline up her driveway through the rain. The closer we get to the house the harder the rain seems to be coming down, to the point where we are running through it hardly able to see, Mia's body colliding into mine once I reach the doorknob and I quickly turn it as we all but fall in the doorway.