A hundred different reasons
They change every season
I lay back watch them change
I slide away
And hide away
I backtracked
2 steps forward 3 steps back
Steps steps steps
I take them all the time
Ten thousand each day
Hoping the numbers would go down
And my progress up
But it is all upside-down
It feels like my head is too
Blood rush
Sugar rush
Low iron
Skipping meals
It is a very interesting ordeal
Step step but never run
But i do hide and I do seek
Hide from the world
And drown In my sorrows
Seek love and validation
Because I've never felt valid
My pain doesn't feel painful enough
Love love love
If you'll look you'll find
But I've been told that I do not deserve it
Maybe just not in this life
Step step and you'll reach your destination
A long way to go
So maybe I should
Skip a meal or two
I have a hundred different reasons
That change every season
Reasons for believing
I will run and not feel embarrassed about it
I will love and feel it rushing through me
Skip, step, skip, step, skip a step
And I trip
I am over it
Low iron
Blood rush
And I crash
YOU ARE READING
A Tale Of Woe
PoetryJust my poems here :) All of the poems are published in the order i've written them TW Mentions of: ED, SH, suicide, and just sad shit in general
