F U C K G I R L; J.G

t w e n t y - f o u r

"so what this being said" jack paused.
    "will you be my girlfriend? " he peered up at me, his eyes almost like a puppy's

i nodded quickly and he hugged me 

"thank you" he cheered standing up.

i know me and jack just met a few days ago but i haven't wanted anything more in my life.

   i spent so much of my life afraid of commitment, and messing with boys filled the void in my heart.

sometimes i over think about what i've done in the past.

  sometimes i call myself a hoe or a slut for some of the things i've done. 

there was more than one reason why i am afraid to date jack.

   i feel like i can't stay committed,  i feel like i'm gonna mess up.

"hey do you wanna go to johnson's place with me?" jack asked as i nodded.

     "sure" i said as i stood up.

he walked towards the door and i followed him.

i trailed behind him, looking at him as he walked.

  the small curls in his hair.

"johnson is the one with the same name as you right?" i asked

"yeah"

the ride was short and quick.

"Ayyee" jack cheered as he hugged johnson.

"hey" i smiled as he gave me a small hug.

there was a girl sitting on the couch so i sat next to her.

  "hey" i muttered sitting down.

   "sup" she said nodding her head up from her phone.

  " i'm kayleigh" she said

"remy"

"you know anyone here?" i asked her

"that jack is my boyfriend" she said pointing to the familiar blonde.

i smiled, noticing the way she looked at him.

"you?" she replied.

"the other jack is mines" she chuckled and we kept talking.

an hour or two later sam walked in.

i felt somewhat different about him.

like what the fuck sam.

he seemed pretty chill and shit but when jack told me what he did it made me feel queezy almost.

  and i'm sure he would have still been trying to be with me if me and jack hadn't been telling me how he felt.

why does he still even hang around?

"i fuckin hate him" kayleigh sighed as sam looked our way.

  i chuckled as i looked at him.

his hair now a gray like blonde.

it was kind of cute.

  he said hey to all the other boys and came and sat next to me.

"Aye ma"  (lol)

"hi sam" i said as he gave me a hug.

i didn't hug him back but i leaned into him a little.

i know jack was looking and i wasn't gonna let sam do anything that would make him mad.

"your hair looks nice" i complimented

"thank you" he said and smirked at me 

"and hello to you too kayleigh" he said leaning over me to see her as she rolled her eyes.

"hi sammy" she said very unenthusiastic.

"still act like you got a stick up your ass" he said leaning closer to her.

i was uncomfortably in the middle.

i was sitting there with my phone like an inch away from my face when my leg warmed.

i looked and his hand was on my upper thigh.

i was about to say something smart ass - ee and push him off but that would cause a scene and jack wouldn't take what he did to lightly.

his hand moved closer to my core and I shifted around trying to avoid his touch.

most of his body was covering his hands so no one would see.

"i have to pee" i uttered as he leaned back.

"oh" he said leaning back and sitting down.

"sorry"

i got up quickly and walked to a hallway.

i didn't know where it was but i was looking for it.

i guess sam to it as i wanted him to follow me so when I turned around he was hot on my tail.

"you need to understand i am in a relationship with jack" i said as he cornered me against the wall.

"its okay, you aren't the only girl ive done this too" instantly, i thought of what he did with jack's girlfriend.

"but i'm not jennifer" i said kneeing him in the nuts and pushing him out my way.

i can already tell there is going to be so much shit between me, jack and Sam.

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