F U C K G I R L; J.G

t w e n t y - e i g h t

"wassup" i heard jack say over the phone to johnson.
  "damn its that many people there?!" he asked excitedly.
  "hell yeah" he added.

"we'll be there" he said before hanging up.
  "yo babe, get ready. there's a party at johnson's" he said as i got up.

my type of shit.
i got up and went to get dressed.

i put on a simple dress and heels.

"is this too much?" i asked jack

he turned and looked at me and it seemed like there was a sparkle in his eyes.

  "you look beautiful" he said walking over to me.
"i don't know if i can let anyone see you tonight" he joked.
i chuckled and rolled my eyes.

  "lets goooo" i trailed walking towards the door.
we walked out and he opened the car door for me.

"well look at you gilinsky, getting all soft on me. what happened to you fuckboy?" i laughed getting in the car.

  "you happened" he smiled at me.

i blushed heavily and turned my head.

we drove in a comfortable silence, his hand intertwined with mine.

anybody ever have those times when you think about yourself in the future?
  well i don't know what i see anymore.
jack has brought me down such an unexpected path, so i never know what i think may happen. i only know when it does.
10:00 pm
we arrived at the party and immediately, all of his friends came offering him drinks and telling him some shit that just went down. he accepted all the drinks and followed them.
i turned down all the drinks, i don't like being drunk. it means i'm vulnerable.

this is gonna be a long ass night.

i seen kayleigh and i was gonna talk to her but as soon as i decided to go over to her, johnson took her away.

i sighed sitting back down and going through my phone.
2:00 am
  "hey" someone yelled over the blaring music and the loud roars of the teenagers.

"fuck off sam" i said looking up.
"look, i just want to say sorry" he said and sat down next to me.
"like a legitimit apology?" i asked right as someone snatched my arm and pulled me up.
"stay away from her" jack yelled at sam.
you could practically taste the liquor on jacks breath.
he clenched on to my side roughly and his eyes were like daggers pointed at sam.
"jack stop, you're drunk" i said trying to push off of him.
"so you want him!" he yelled at me.
"no thats not what i'm saying" i said as his jaw tightened and his eyes seemed dark and distant.

it wasn't the jack i know.
"then kiss me" he said.
by now a crowd had gathered and everyone was looking and egging him on.

i shook my head but kissed him anyway.
his mouth was wet and his tongue tasted like alcohol.

his hands roamed to my butt and he got more agressive.
  
"stop" i said throughout the kiss, but he couldn't hear because of the crowd yelling and hooting and chanting telling him to keep going.

"i said stop" i said pushing off him roughly and slapping him.

his nostrils flarred and his hands balled.
i walked passed him and pushed my way through the crowd, into the kitchen.    

i closed my eyes and left the kitchen going into the bathroom.

i turned the water on and wet my face.
i looked at myself and took a deep breath.
"everything is okay" i reminded myself.
a loud knock came from the door.
"just a minute!" i called out.
the door opened and sam stepped in.
"i don't want to deal with you right now sam" i said as he put his hands up in defense. two drinks were in his hands.

  "i just came to check on you" he said as closed the door back.
"well i'm fine" i said crossing my arms over my chest and sitting on the counter.

   "i thought i'd bring you a drink, to calm you down" he said  
well its only one drink, and its not like i'm gonna get completely stoned.

"what the hell" i said taking it out his hands and downingg the drink.
the familiar substance burned my throat and the warmth of the hennesy soothed me.
i don't remember the strange after taste but i didn't care.
i took the drink out of his hand and drunk the other one.

well its settled.
i'm getting fucked up tonight.
pretty much the last thing i seen was sam smiling at me.

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