Love To Hate Me

How does it feel to know that you are buried alive

He looks at me and grabs my hips.  I think to myself why does he have to be so Goddamn Perfect! I back up and say," Maybe you should leave." His eyes darken and kisses me again. I gasp and give in to the make out session. He pulls away suddenly and says," That's what I thought. Come on, we are perfect for each other." I think back to the time we first met.
Recap
I was on the tour when I was way young with Black Veil Brides. Ronnie Radke was in Escape The Fate. I noticed him from a distant and thought to myself that he was just my type. Andy hits my arm and says," Not a good idea." I bite my lip and go up to their tent. I look back to see Andy shaking his head in disapproval. I laugh and get behind two girls in  their full band merch with Escape The Fate all over them.  They went up and got pictures. I saw Ronnie playing up the bad boy role. They got things signed and then left. I stepped forward and my heart started beating faster when Ronnie's beautiful eyes met mine. He smirks and says," Hey sexy , what can I do for you?" I give them some random to sign then ask for pictures. I take a bunch with Max then Monte. I grab on with the grouchy faced Robert and Omar. I felt Ronnie's hands grab my waist. He says," hum. Your body is fucking great." I blush as we take pictures and he grabs my phone to put his number in. I grab my phone to leave as he smacks my ass.
Recap ended.
I smack his arm and say," Why do you have to be such an ass."  Ronnie gets closer and speak softly," I love you. You are my first girlfriend, I didn't just fuck and leave." I look in disbelief and say," I think you should leave." I wanted so badly to hold on to him. He starts walking and says," You will see it was always me." He walked out the bus and goes to get ready to be on stage. I walk out my room and go to find Ashley. I look across the venue and find him hitting on girls. I look at him worried and say, I really need your help." Ashley pulls away from the blonde beauty and says," What's up?" I look down and say," Ronnie kissed me. " Andy calls out," We're are on in two minutes. He tried to talk but gets pulled in to the back of the stage.
I start walking only to be interrupted by Craig Mabbitt. Craig smirks and says," What's up love?" I shrug and say," Nothing much, just Ronnie kissed me."
Craig eyes filled with hatred and he spoke bluntly," He's not good enough for you. He's hurt you so many times Ashley. I really like you thanks for being honest with me."
I grab his arm and say," Please save me Craig." He pulls me close and hugs my body against his.
He finally speaks," That's what I want to do. It's getting late. Do you want to come watch a movie with me back in my bus?"
I smile widely and say," Yes I am so tired of staying on Andy's right now." He walks me to the bus and helps me through the door.
He firmly says," Andy just wants what is best for you. He is just worried that Ronnie might come back in the picture. What movie do you want to watch?"
I smile in disbelief and say," How do you do that? How do you know exactly what I am worried about?"
He shrugs in reponse to the question as he turns on The nightmare before Christmas. I cuddle up next to him and fall asleep at the middle of the movie. We wake up nine hours later and go out to eat at Denny's with his band mates. Max laughs at me and says," Why would you get Micky mouse pancakes what are you five?" Craig looks at Max and says ," Lelia likes them too." I hit Craig's side and say," I like them like that." We eat for about an hour and a half then take the ten minute drive back to the grounds. Andy looks at me and says," Where the hell were you all this time." I smirk and say," I spent the night at Craig's. I am twenty one. What is your issue Biersack?" He madly walks away to find the rest of the band . Craig kisses the side of my head and says," Just worried about you. You two will make up. See you after I finish my things today hottie." I pull him in to me and connect our lip just in time for Ronnie to look our way.
What will happen?
What did Ronnie do to her that she can't forgive?
Why is Craig even here if he think she will be with Ronnie ?