Love To Hate Me

Close to overdose and overwhelmed

I woke up in Ronnie's bed. Whoa what the fuck! It must have been all the pill and alcohol I did last night. Ronnie looks at me tenderly and says," Did you really have to scare me half to death last night?"
I roll my eyes and said," I told you I am not your problem anymore."
Ronnie turns on his side towards me. God look at his buff stomach. He really did a lot of exercising in jail. It was just how I like it with abs and his body was full of ink. His beautiful brown eyes stared at mine. He says," You were all fucked up last night. I had to take care of you. I saw Emily."
I sigh and say," Ronnie, I need to go. Thank you for taking care of me. I need to make sure no ones worried."
Ronnie looks at me and says," Give me the pills. Before you leave let's flush those down the toliet."
I laugh and say," Fine," I get dressed and walk in the front to see Emily. I rush back and say," Why is my drug dealer here?"
Ronnie's face tenses as he says," I kind of slept with her last night."
I smack him and say," bye Ronnie."
Ronnie grabs my wrist and says," It was an accident."
I roll my eyes and say," Let go of me."
Ronnie sighs and say," I was out of it babe. It literally was nothing but a good fuck."
I put my hands up and say," I am done. I am so done with you."
Ronnie frowns and says," are you really? I am not done with you."
I sigh and just walk out the bus. I hear heavy footsteps behind me. I quickly pick up the pace when I notice Ronnie following me. Craig's going to love this one. I turn around and say," Leave me alone, Ronnie."
Ronnie pulls me close to him and says," I messed up. I thought I had no chance with you."
I feel my mind drift to my times with him. My first date with him was perfect. Recap
It was a January night in California. Ronnie texted me," Baby, get ready I have a surprise for you."
I text back," ok whatever you say Radke."
He texts back," That's Mr.Radke to you.😍"
I put on a stunning red dress that slits up the side. I run to the mirror fixing my hair with my straighter. I check my face applying more eyeliner and mascara. I pull out my red lipstick to complete my look. My phone beeps with a text from Ronnie," I am here. Just answer the door."
I smile at myself and grab my phone while I am walking to the door. I see him in a black shirt with red tie and black skinny jeans. God those skinny jeans would be the death of me. I look up and see his beautifully smiling face holding a bunch of roses. We have never met more than once in person and I felt like he already knew me. Ronnie pulls me outside and leads me to a moonlighted dinner after the sections of rose petals leading to a soft spot in the sand with our dinner. I gasp and say," Ronnie, it's beautiful. I didn't know you were a romantic."
Ronnie says," There's more to me that meets the eye. I am not just some druggie bad boy."
I pull him down with me as we open up the picnic basket. I examine the inside of the basket and notice a tour pass. I hug him tightly and say," of course I'll join you on the tour."
He chuckles as he hands out the Chinese food. He remembered! I got a text from Andy," He'll never be enough. He can't love you. He doesn't love himself. Recap ended
Ronnie looks at me lovingly and says," I love you."
I put my hands up in the air and say," it's not fair that you can just come to me and say you love me. I can't forgive you. I have heard this too many times."
Ronnie puts his head in his hands and says," Then why are you still listening? I can't stand the sight of some other guy happy with you around his arm."
I shove him and say," You are just going to have to get used to that," with that I was gone.
I walk about fifteen feet to be ran to by Craig. He looked awful and seemed to get no sleep last night. He yawns and says," I was looking for you everywhere."
I hug him tightly and say," Ronnie just like took me in last night. I have token some pills."
Craig kisses my cheek and says," Please Don't do that. Now you have to come  take a nap with me."
I pout and say," I am hungry Craig."
He smiles and says," I'll take you somewhere I'll be fine."
I kiss him sweetly and say," I'll still take that nap with you."
He smirks then pulls me through the bus and Venue to find the car he rented. I get in on the passenger side while he gets in the drivers seat. I pull his seatbelt over him as he does mine. I gently kiss him then turn up the radio.
Craig starts dancing ridiculously and singing really loudly.
I laugh and say," You are so adorable. I love you Craig." Fuck did I just say that aloud. Of course Craig Mabbitt didn't love me. My mind starts going crazy and I check my phone.
Ronnie texted," Does he know what happened last night?"
I text back," Ronnie he doesn't care about you taking care of me."
Ronnie texts," Not that."
Craig pulls into a parking lot and says," I love you too. Lelia loves you."
I get out the car and hug him as soon as he gets out.
Craig's gorgeous smile shows and he says," chipotle or Taco Bell?"
I laugh and say," Damn such a hard choice."
My phone lights up.
What did she do with Ronnie?
Do you think she really loves Craig?
How do you think they know they love each other so soon.
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