Love To Hate Me

Goddamn

I say, " I am not even doing anything with him," pushing his away from me. I look down my timeline seeing a picture of him and the girl from news years day.
He smirks and says," then we were you all close to him. How can I trust you?"
The words hit me hard. I don't know why they did. Craig and I was merely a day dream relationship. You think he at least have the comity to mind his own. I click on the pick and say," Trust me? What is this picture about?"
Craig slurs," it's just another band member."
I roll my eyes and say," I have been with enough to know. It's fine I'll be off your bus when we get to the stop."
He chuckles and says," Not what I want."
I throw my hands up and say," What do you want?"
He winks and says," to see what I am missing."
I laugh and say," Craig you are so stupid. I am not sleeping with Max and Ronnie's the past."
Craig shouts a bit," Then why is he apart of our relationship?"
I pull Craig close to me and say," He's not. He's just annoying bug."
Craig kisses my cheek and says," I guess I am just jealous. I feel like you are in love with someone else."
I smile and say," Whose more adorable then you?"
Craig rolls his eyes and says," You know what I mean."
I laugh and say," Yeah. Can we just forget this happened and do something fun?"
He smirked and says," I know something fun. Let's go get ice cream."
I hit his chest and say," You are so cute."
Craig winks and says," I am more than just cute. At Least I have some good pictures of you now."
I smile and say," You are so gross Craig. I'll let you take your own."
He pulls me close and says," I have never done this before."
I laugh and say," Have sex? It's alright little virgin Craig."
He gives me a dumbfounded look and says," No. I have never forgiven anyone for cheating almost instantly."
I kiss him softly and whisper," I am glad you did."
He pulls my hand as we are arriving to the stadium. I smile and say," Craig, why do you always drag me everywhere?"
Craig laughs and says," Come on cheater, I need so ice cream. You really will never understand how weird it is that I still love you."

I pull him in to me and say," I do and I am sorry. I didn't want that to happen at all."

Max passes us and says," Damn bipolar love birds where are you going?"

I say," We are going to get ice cream and maybe some lunch. Wanna come, Max?"
He chuckles loudly and says," As long as you two don't try to pull me in to another fight."
Craig frowns and says," Shut up, Green. Let's go."
Max looks at me and says," You're boyfriends got a bad temper."
I whisper," Can you blame him? I just hope Ronnie isn't anywhere to be seen."
Max laughs and says," Trust me. He will be. Speaking of the devil," Max points over by the Of Mice And Men bus.
I grab Craig's hand and try to pull my boyfriend past my ex. Ronnie with a wide smirk on his face says," Damn you like my sloppy seconds, faggot?"
Craig turns to Ronnie and starts to swing at him. Ronnie punches Craig's lip as Craig gets the side of his face. I stand there in shock as I was referred to as sloppy seconds. Max grabs Craig only to be hit in the side of the face by Ronnie. Craig's shirt is torn and Ronnie's was ripped down the back.
Max finally gets them apart as we see two security guys coming up to us. The one with brown hair and a short body build told them," If you guys don't stop fighting both bands will be made to skip this part of the tour."
Craig's tour manager and Ronnie's come to agreement to have Craig and Ronnie stay away from each other for the rest of the tour. They both roll their eyes and I grab Craig from getting into another altercation with my stupid ex boyfriend.
Craig smiles at me showing the blood that dripped down in to his mouth. I say," Damn Craig looking all scary and shit."
Max laughs and says," hey. I got my whole shirt stretched and my cheek bruised."
I hit Max and say," I'll take care of you both . Let's go."
Craig leans in to kiss me with his broken lip. I grab the bottom of his shirt trying to stop the bleeding. Craig winces and says," That fucking prick. He's lucky I didn't just rush him again."
Max looks at Craig worriedly and says," He's not worth it. He's just an asshole."
I laugh and say," He's more than that." I finish cleaning up Craig's cut as we arrive to the car. We all hop in quickly forgetting the fact that Ronnie tried to ruin our whole day.
I text him," Please if you ever had any respect for me, you would leave me alone."
Ronnie texts," once I do that you would want me even more."
I roll my eyes and think wow what a fucking douche thing to say. Craig grabs my hand as he drives around looking for the closest ice cream store. I smile as I look at his bruised face.
My phone beeps showing an image from Ronnie. I look back at Max jamming out to the old rock station on. Craig stops at a cold stone.
I kiss him quickly as he gets out to open my door for me. Max gives us a disgusted look as he walks in admiring all the toppings.
Craig looks at me studying my face. I laugh at the mere inch he is taller than me. He smelt of alcohol and clone that smell was the best but Craig made it work.
I look up at him and say," I hope I was worth all this drama."
He laughs and says," there's just something about you, gorgeous nightmare."
I open the picture to see a picture of Ronnie and I cuddling on his couch the week we started dating.
Cliffhanger
Why is she so hung up on Ronnie?
Is she making the right choice to be with Craig?
Will Ronnie ever find someone new?
Side note
This is up on my 20 th birthday 😍❤️💜💚💙