Love To Hate Me

Guys like you make us look bad

Ronnie huffs off to go chat up some slut. I look at Craig and say," I am so sorry Craig. Is this Lelia ?"
Craig smiles and says," Don't worry about it. I have overbearing ex also. Yes this my princess. She's only one ." He grabs her little hands and makes her wave to me.
I laugh and reach to take her in my arms. I smile at the little blonde cutie in front of me and say," Well aren't you gorgeous just like your dad."
Craig pulls us in and says," gorgeous? Not likely with this fucked up smile."
I touch his shoulder and say," I think that makes you even more attractive that you still smile even though you don't like your teeth."
He laughs and says," let's head to my bus to put her to sleep." I follow him holding his little angel.
I smile and say," You are so cute you know that?"
Craig looks in my eyes and says," thanks. You are really beautiful even more so now that I see how good you are with my daughter. She's going home tomorrow. It really sucks. Even since I stopped dating Gab, she's kept my daughter from me." We walk on to the bus.
I sadly look at him and say," That's really awful of her to do. Do you have a bottle made for her? So what happened with her mom?"
Craig grabs me a made bottle and says," I don't really know. We just fell out of love. She used to adorable me until Lelia came. Now she constantly nags me and only wants me for sex."
I grab his arm and say," I am sorry Craig. Her lost. You are amazing."
Craig laughs and says," Not really. I am just a  singer for an amazing band. I don't see Lelia often. Gabby finally had enough of me not been there. My old band didn't want me. I join The Word Alive and then they wanted me out. A guy from Bless The Fall fucked Gabby. I mean I don't get it. I am never enough."
I smile and say," How could someone so perfect like you not see it? Maybe they are not enough. Craig, I know how you feel. Ronnie used to disappear in the night with some drunk slut while I laid in his bed."
Craig looks at me and says," I knew Ronnie back then. He seemed like a total asshole."
I laugh and say," I love you Craig. You are so correct." 
He smiles and pulls me in. He says," How do you not see how beautiful you are? He's just a dick and he doesn't know what he wants."
I smile and say," I don't know. I just wonder why he wanted me to be dragged along like that. I mean I thought he was the one at one point." Craig looks in to my eyes and says," Some people just don't what they had until it's gone. Trust me, he's probably kicking himself. I know how you feel about wanting something good back. I just hope you don't get your feelings hurt. "
I sigh and say," I probably am. Ronnie is a bit of a jealous guy. He always used to ask me about guy friends like Andy and Ashley."
Craig grabs my waist and says," I don't like that for you. Maybe he has changed?"
I look at the clock and say," Craig, can I stay here?"
He smiles and leads me to his bedroom. I stare as he strips down to his boxers. I smile lay next to him. Craig turns on the television and says," goodnight beautiful."
I smile and say," Goodnight Craigybear." We slept until 12 o'clock the next day.
I shake Craig and say," You got to wake up sweetheart."
Craig smiles and says," What an amazing way to wake up. Morning beautiful. I am going to take a shower. " I smile and walk out to the small "kitchen" in the bus.
I look at Monte and say," How have you been?"
Monte looks up and says," I am good. I missed you Ashley."
Monte and I chat for forty minutes until my breath gets taken away by Craig. He looked so good. His wet hair stuck to his pale neck and cut up pants. Craig laughs and says," I like it when you look at me that way ."
A knock at the bus door makes me jump. Craig opens the door and says," What's up, Andy?"
I hear his deep voice," Is Ashley here? She didn't come back to the bus."
Craig steps aside and says," Yes. Come in."
Andy looks at me and says," You could have called you know ? Jesus you scared me half to death."
I smile and say," I just stayed over with Mabbitt. It's not like I stayed with some random."
Andy laughs and pulls me out of the bus. Andy says," Come on let's go grab lunch."
I follow him to his slick black car to the closest Taco Bell.
The concerts had been going on for an half and hour. I take my food and sit at the Black Veil Brides. I start to eat my bean and cheesy burritos when I see Austin walk over.
I stand up and say," Hey handsome, do you want a shirt?"
Austin shallowly laughs and says," I don't think so. I got enough stuff to buy on this tour. How are you?"
I put my hands on my hips and say," I am doing good actually. I spent the night with Craig and Ronnie has been leaving me alone."
Austin says," ohh spending the night with Mabbitt huh? That's hot. I am glad that you are happy on this tour. I have a bunch of studio time I need to get done in the tour so blah. "
I laugh and say," Not like that silly and I am sorry."
The days went and gone without any contact from Ronnie.
Until the next Friday when he cornered me.