Love To Hate Me

You love to hate me

Ronnie walks over ,wearing his angry smile so well. Craig walks to his car to go pick up his baby girl. I stand still and say," What do you want Radke?"
Ronnie laughs and says," You of course . I saw you acting naughty with that faggot."
I roll my eyes and say," Craig is really nice to me. I know for a fact he is not a faggot."
Ronnie's eyes burned with anger and says," You slept with him! I can't believe that you would sleep with my enemy. If this is a game, I am willing to play."
I scoff and say," I didn't sleep with him. This is not a game. I really like him."
Ronnie yells," Oh god the venom you just spit. It made you look so hot." He makes the gap between us disappear. I try to back up but his hands grab my waist.
I move my face and say," Ronnie, I don't want to do this again." I pull away and start to walk toward the Black Veil Brides's bus. Ronnie pulls my back into him and studies my eyes. Andy looks over out the bus and rolls his eyes.
Ronnie says," What do you want Andy?!"
Andy breathes and says," For her to be with a guy that actually treats her well." I roll my eyes and pull away from Ronnie.
Ronnie looks at me and speaks softly," I am off drugs, I will treat her right. At least I could blame it on that. What could you blame you breaking her heart on?" Andy's eyes darken as he lets Ronnie's words hit him hard.
Ronnie grabs my hands and says," at least think about us, please. The photos we took together haunt me and the memories dominate me." I nod at him and watch him disappear in the crowd of people.
I look back up at distraught Andy and say," It's fine, Andy. Let's just go play video games or something." He try's to shake the bad feeling as he smiles back at me.
We start to head in to the bus only to be stopped by Ashley yelling ," There's a party tonight and you are all going. Hurry and get ready."
Andy laughs and says," Rain check on our little play date." I hit his chest playfully and go into my small room to see what I have to wear tonight for this band get together.
We were all ready in our skin tight black clothes ready to drink the night away. I was really excited to see Craig again hopefully. I check my phone to see a picture of Craig and his daughter. I smile at the picture then look at Ashley making kissy faces at me. I hit his chest and text back a selfie to Craig.
Ashley yells ," ouch, you bitch ." I run out the bus door loudly laughing at grumpy faced Ashley. Andy looks at in disapproval and then goes to the side to answer his phone. The rest of the band and I walk to the group of bus with a bunch of band members. I look to find Austin and run to hug him tightly.
Austin laughs and grab on to my thighs to hold me up. I kiss his cheek and say," Hey cutie."
Austin slowly lets me down and says," What's up? I have been touring with my band and been looking for a new inspiration."
I grab his arm and say," And you have been apparently working out. I have been good just trying to deal with my heart break and I think I found a new guy that I want to give a chance."
Austin eyes sadden and he says," Well you look great. Who are you eyeing now lol?" Asking Alexandria's song Not the American average came on in the background as Austin and I talk about how much I like Craig. We talked for thirty minutes sipping on our alcohol beverages. I look around the secluded area to see if Craig was in the area. Austin looks at me and says," Who are you looking for ?"
I let my eyes meet his and say," Craig." Austin laughs and leaves to join his fellow band members. Ronnie starts walking my way as I see him , I shudder and my heart starts beating out of my chest. I think to myself Why does he do this to me? This isn't fair! He was the asshole not me. Ronnie smiles at me and says," Hey gorgeous, you waiting for me ?"
I roll my eyes at his cocky stupid and say," You wish Radke." Craig comes in through the two bands that outline the area. He is holding a little blonde girls hand as both of them walk towards Ronnie and I. Ronnie grabs my hand in anger and says," Why can't you just give me one more chance?" I breathe in his amazing clone as I look away at Craig. Craig approaches and looks at us as he makes a face. Ronnie smirks and says," You better get used to my hands on her Mabbitt. " Craig just ignores the comment as he introduces Lelia to me. I smile and pick up the little girl to play with her. Craig brutally stares at Ronnie waiting for him to get the hint and leave us alone.