Unfaithful

Eternal

You know

I've always hoped that everything last forever

Just because

Then I realised how I hated for it to last forever

I don't want you to stay till whenever

I don't want you to keep telling me I love you

I don't want you to hug me forever

I don't want you to kiss me goodnight anymore

I don't want you to be there all the time

I don't want you to be

I don't want to be a selfish git

I don't want to be what people want me to be

I don't want to be conforming all the time

I don't want to be young forever

I don't want to be

Tell me

This is all just a joke

This is all just my imagination

This is all just my mind playing tricks

This is all just what people want me to see

This is all just me and my own mind trying to fit things

Because

I never wanted you to leave

I never wanted you to go away

I never wanted you to cease to appear

I never wanted you to just went and disappear

I never wanted you to go

I've always depended on the concept of forever

And yet I realize now

You're the only forever I need

Now and whenever

I don't want you forever

I want you now