Damien x bullied!reader : this is gospel

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(The song is 'this is gospel' by panic at the disco. I love the song! Hope you like!)
(Y/n) pov
This ia gospel for the fallen ones,
Locked away in perminant slumber
Assembling their philosophies
From pieces of broken memories
Ohh Ohh (this is the beat of my heart. X4)
The gnashing teeth and criminal tounges
Conspire against the odds but they haven't seen the best of us yet

I have been bullied since i got here 5 years ago. I am now 15.

I walk home crying. I have brusies and cuts on me.

IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
IF YOU LOVE ME LET ME GO
Cause these words are knives and often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told i never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart.

I stop walking and sit on the curb crying.
"Ohh Ohh (this is the beat of my heart x4)." I start crying harder. "He wont ever love a stupid idiot like me." I say though my sobs.

This is gospel for the vagabonds
Ne'er-do-wells and insufetable bastards
Confessing their apostasies
Led away by imperfect impostors
Ohh Ohh (this is the beat of my heart x4)

All i want is to have someone care. "(Y/n) are you ok" i hear a voice say. I look up at him. Its Damien. His voice got deeper and matchea how he looks.  "Oh Damien I'm fine" i say wipping the tears from my face. "(Y/n) tell me the truth. I don't reply

Don't try to sleep through the end of the world
And bury me alive
Cause i won't give up without a fight

"(Y/n) tell me"
"If you love me let me go,
If you love me let me go
Cause these words are knives and knives and often leave scars
And truth be told i never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart."
I look down and start to cry.
"(Y/n)," he cupps my chin "i love you and will you be mine?" I look up at him and smile "of course i will be yours!" I scream as i jump into his arms.

--next day at lunch--

I sit alone crying. I was bullied.
"Babe, what happend?" Damien says when his sits down. "I was bullied by cartman." "Ok" he says as he stands up on the table and starts wreaking the lunch room because of fatass. When he finishes he holds me. "Don't mess with me or my girlfriend!" He screams at the wreaked lunchroom and we walk out.
(Hey I wrote this on the plane back to NY so sorry if it sucks)

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