Lina's P.O.V
I Instantly Pulled Away, Coming Back To My Fucking Senses. Then It Was Like A Million Flashbacks Ran Through My Head.
The Shooting
The Highschool Dance
The Hotel Scam
"Steven I Said DONT And You Did It Anyway!" I Screamed
"Yea, And While I Did It You Ain't Push Away!" He Screamed
"You Cant See That I'm Happy Now?" I Said
"Oh Are You? So You And Ray Not Talking For The Past Couple Of Days Is You Being Happy? I'd Rather Force You To Be With Me Then Someone Who Obviously Doesn't Give A Shit About You!" He Yelled
I Was Angry. What Did He Mean Someone Who Didn't Care About Me? He Obviously Gave No Shits About Me!
"Yes I Have!" He Said
"What Are You Talking About?" I Asked
"You Know, You Have A Tendency To Say What Your Thinking Out Loud" He Said
I Just Stood There For A Minute In Complete Silence. I Can't Belive I Said That Out Loud.
"You Were Also Born On July 28th, Your A Leo, Your Favorite Ice cream Is Vanilla With A Whole Bunch Of Choclate On It. You Hate Sprinkles And Pineapples, Your favorite Color Is Red. Ruby Red To Be Exact. You Have One Sibling, But Y'all Don't Talk. You Got An Attitude Just Like Yo Mama, Always Tryna Be Independent." He Said And I Chuckled A Little Bit. That Was True.
"Yo Dad Is Stern As Hell, Before He Died, He Always Told Me When We Were Little That He Was Gon Kick My ASS If I Ain't Stop Eating All The Damn Cookies Like I Paid Rent" He Said Pouting A Little Causing Me To Laugh
My Dad, Passed Away When I Was 12. Steven And I Have Known Eachother Since We Were 8 And Him And My Dad Were Close. He Never Cried About It Like I Did Though.
"Your Left Foot Is Bigger Than Your Right, Your Hair Used To fall To Your Waist Before You Cut It. Your Eyes Change Colors Which I Find Creepy Because Lindsay's Do That Same Shit." He All Of A Sudden Paused. Why? I Don't Know But He Soon Looked Over At Me Turning Away From The Window And Said "Lina, Why You Crying?" He Asked
It Wasn't Until I Touched My Face That I Realized That I Was Crying. I Don't Know Why But It Was Crazy Because Steven Knew All These Things About Me, But ray Can't Even Remember My Last Name.
"What Is The Point Of This? You Know Me Better Then I Know Myself, You Can Read Me Like The Back Off Your Fucking Hand, What Do You Want! To Make Me Fall In Love With You Again? Uh Uh, That's A Risk I Can't Take" I Said About To Walk Out The Door.
He Grabbed Ahold Of My hands And Forcefully Shoved Me So That I Was Facing Him.
"I Just Want Another Chance To Show You How Things Are Supposed To Be Done..."
Jenna's P.O.V
"But Jenna You Don't See How Much I Love You!" Prodigy Screamed At Me
We've Been On This Beach "Talking" For Lord Knows How Long And All We've Solved Is...Nothing. In All Honesty, I Acted The Way I Acted Sometimes Because It Was Hard For Me To Get That Someone Like HIM Would Even Think About Giving Someone Like Me The Time Of Day. Look At him. He Was A Succesful Superstar, He's Working In A Corprate Firm now, And He's Drop Dead Gorgeous. Yea, I Work In One Of The Cities Hottest Salons, But In The Loooks Department. I Lack. I'm Not Pretty, Or Beautiful Like He Lies To Me And Tells Me I Am.
"Your Lieng! Don't Lie To Me And Tell Me What I Want To Hear Craig! Just Don't...There's Plenty Of Charity Cases Out There, Why'd You Choose Mine? Why haven't You Left? Why DO You Still Lie And Call Me Beuatiful Every Day? You Can Stop Pretending Now! I'll Be Fine!" I Shouted At Him
"So Now We Get To The Bottom Of This. You Think I'm Lieng? Charity Case? Wait A Second. That's Why. Look At Me." He Said Lifting My Chin But I Just Put It Back Down. I Didn't Wanna Look At him. I'd Have To face The Truth, That This Man Really Did Love Me.
"Look At Me!" He Said A Little More Sternly Then Before, Causing My Head To Shoot Up.
"I Love YOU Jenna Clarise Chadler. Nobody Else, And I Put That On My Moma. If I Could, I'd Be Married To YOU Right Now. My Kids Would Be YOUR Kids. I'm Here Because I Will And Always Will Love You. And If You Ever Forget- - Fuck It Don't Forget It."
I Couldn't Take It I Began Walking Away From Him Because This Wasn't Making Any Sense. He Was Just Too Perfect. Sometimes He Was So Perfect That It Scared Me. It Scared Me That One Day, He Was Just Going To Say Fuck It And Leave. But He Didn't. He's Still Here. And That Scares Me.
"Jenna Come Back Here!" He Said Grabbing My Arms
" NO CRAIG! NO I WILL NOT COME BACK! STOP CHASING ME! I JUST DON'T GET IT! WHY ARE YOU SO DAMN PERFECT! WHY HAVEN'T YOU SCREWED UP YET MY GOODNESS. YOU COME HOME EVERY DAY AND TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL WHEN IM NOT BECAUSE YOU KNOW IM GUNNA SMILE ANYWAYS. YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME EVEN THOUGH YOU DON'T BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. YOU ALWAYS WRAP YOUR ARMS AROUND ME AND NIBLE ON MY EAR WHEN IM SAD BECAUSE YOU KNOW THAT GIVES ME BUTTERFLIES AND IT MAKES ME FORGET WHY I WAS EVEN MAD! I- - - I JUST DON'T GET WHY YOU STICK AROUND!" I Screamed Collapsing To The Ground. This Was It. This Was The Truth. This Is Were I Face The Truth. This Is Were He Says He Can't Deal With What Society Classifies As "My Insecurities" And He leaves. This Is The Part Were He Breaks My Heart And No Ones Here To Pick It Up. This Is The Part I've Been Preparing Myself For Since Day One. And I'm Ready Now. Just At Any Given Moment.
"J, STOP. I Do It Because I Mean It" He Said Crawling Next To Me. "You May Think I Don't. But I Do. I Wouldn't Stick Around If I Didn't. I Wouldn't Tell You I Love You If I Don't Mean It. I Would'nt Tell You Your Beautiful If You Weren't. I Wouldn't Calm You Down By Grabbing Your Waist Like This" He Said Gently Placing His Hands Around My Waist "And Nibbling Your Ear Like This" He Said As He Slightly Nibbled On My Ear Causing A Slight Smile To Appear On My face "If I Didn't Wanna See You Happy. I'd Just Leave. But I'm Here, And I'm Not Going Anywere Because I'd Be Lieng If I Ever Said I Stopped Loving You." He Said
"Your Too Perfect For Me." I Said As I Faced The Water And Sat In Prod's Lap
"And Sometimes I Say The Same About You."
Jas'marie's P.O.V
"What's Taking Lina And Steven So Long? All She Had To Do Was Invite The Nigga Over! Damn I Swear She So Slow!" Ray Shouted
"Um Watch Yo Mouth Iight? I'm Pretty Sure Lina's Got Everything Under Control." I Said
"Yea" Roc Said Agreeing With Me, But Not Really Paying Attention To Me And Watching The TV Which Caused Me To Throw Some Popcorn At Him
"Can I Talk To Y'all On Some Serious Shit Tho?"
"Yea Wassup?" I Said, Turning Off The TV And Earning A Groan From Roc
"Wassup?" Roc Said
"I Was Thinking...." He Began
"Mhmmm" I Said Signaling For Him To Finish his Sentence
"I Think I Might Ask Lina To Marry Me....Should I?" He Asked
Roc's Mouth Hung Open And I Think We Were Both Thinking The Same Thing.
Should He Marry Her?
