August's angel

Bad timing

Aug's p.o.v

It's been a few weeks since I told ang about what happend . When I tell yall dis shit is hell but I know I brought it upon myself .

I'm tryna respect ha'  wishes and leave ha' be but I can only do that but so long, a real nigga is gon fight for his and dats what imma do.

I only went by ha' place like two times but I call and text ha' often ta let ha' know I'm serious about us and how I feel .

I haven't been sure of many things in my life but I'm sure about me and angel.

I know she probably think all dis  was a lie or front ta' cover for me fucking up , and initially it was but didn't change or make my feelings fa' ha different . Cause all My feelins was ahunit percent real .

Imma say one thing doe . This lil time apart def showed me I don't wanna be without ha , shit she's my bestfriend now. especially since she got so many personality traits of cam .

She's loving , caring , stubborn , headstrong . And that's what I love da most. Damn man . Dis is foreal my thought process every damn day .

I decided to call ha' .

It went ta' voicemail da first time so I called once mo' .

" ang?" I questioned clearing  my throat

" what August ? What do you want ? "

"Umm nothing,  I -  I miss you ."

"..........."

" you heard what I said? " I asked ha' being dat she didn't reply

" what do you want me to say August ?" She huffed

" so ya'  don't miss me? "

" no I don't ." She answered in a low annoyed  tone

" alright say no mo' I'll
leave you alone." I said as my feelings  got a little hurt as well as I got frustrated

I'm tryna make shit right but I can't do shit if she don't let me .

" you know I miss you August so don't even ." She said lowly

" why must we do dis ang? It's kid like we to grown fa' dis ma,  it's simple you either forgive me or you don't . You eitha want us to work or you don't ."
I said

" August stop down playing the situation you're  acting as if I have no reason to feel like I feel . I know we should talk face to face but."

" but what angel ?"

" it's too much right now look I'm tired and have a migraine I also have an appointment soon so I gotta go." She said

" an appointment fa' what?"  I asked concerned

" a regular check up I'll talk to you when-"

" tonight angel . imma be over there tonight we gotta get to the bottom is dis ." I said

" aug"

" I'm deadass angel look I love you,  and I'm honestly willing ta do just about anything fa' us to get back right  ." I said truthfully

" I love you too." She sighed then hung up

I'm glad she told me she loved me back .  Dat was honestly all I needed ta' hear.

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Ang's p.o.v

I hung up with August and sighed deeply , this was all just way too much .