August's angel

Thankful.

Angels p.o.v

I looked at my self in the mirror as I tended to my bloody nose .

I didn't feel like myself , shit I probably didn't even look like my normal self at the moment .

This was too much for me . I honestly couldn't deal .

" ang you good ?" August asked standing in the door frame of the bathroom

No I wasn't good . I was fucking scared and missed my boyfriend . But because of my own fucked up logic I had to push him away .

" yes I'm fine , maybe we should continue this talk another time ." I suggested looking at him through the mirror

" angel why must you front wit me? A nigga know you betta den you know yaself ."

" how am I fronting August ? I'm tired and don't really have anything else too say ."

" I'm tryin' angel , I'm really tryin' but dis tryna push me away shit ain't gonna work cause I ain't goin' nowhere ." He said

That made me happy but in away It Kinda didn't. Cause I wish didn't he feel so strongly about this and me. Because being the type of person I am I try to fix my shit on my own .

" I'm not pushing you away I simply don't feel like fighting and arguing about this shit anymore ."

" your the only one fightin' angel I tol' you how I felt and were I stand all the other extra shit is on ya part."

" stop fightin' me angel , fuckin' stop it" he demanded will grabbing me too face him

I looked at him and began too break down . I loved this man with everything and I knew for a fact he loved me just as much , so why couldn't I let this go and let him in ?

" why you cryin' ma , jus talk to me" "

" Aug - I - can't , it's too much going on right now ." I said through sobs

" shhh baybeh , I got you " he said soothing me as he hugged me tightly

" don't leave ." I said in a whisper

" I Didn't plan on it mama , I didn't plan on it ."

" Im fucking drained lets lay down ." I suggested

" alright "

And with that we made our way to my room . I was already in some sweats and a tank top so I didn't have to change but aug on the other hand was in jeans so I knew he would wanna change .

" your stuff is still in the draws ." I said as I sat on my bed

" you didn't burn and cut my shit? You not as crazy as I thought ." He joked

" kiss my ass I'm not crazy ." I said as I gave him the finger

" you not ? Since when? " he said acting surprised

" since forever it's your coocoo for coco puffs ass that's crazy." I said

" how I'm crazy man?" He asked as he took his jeans off and put on basket ball shorts

" my guy you fucking called me every minute of everyday , stalking ass ."

" it's a difference in being crazy and in love ."

" nigga not really that shit is the same damn thing in my book ." I said shaking my head

" one thing I do know is I'm crazy bout you ."