Hi everyone... I know you we're expecting an update...but I no longer wish to continue to do this anymore due to a current situation. as you know, the author @HIRO_NERD posted something on my message board saying that I'm a jerk. she cyber bullied me yesterday saying I'm an asshole. see, the hint is I wanted to face chat with my friend Jadyn and she declined because she was still In class. I didn't know she was still in class. she sent me a response saying "Asshole I'm still in school don't call".
I was a little struck at first, but it was an honest mistake. I didn't mean to. so after an hour later, I text Cassie..(HIRO_NERD). I told her what Jadyn said and all that, telling her I didn't know. (btw, I moved to a different school so Cassie and Jadyn go to the same school. )
Cassie asks me "well why don't you ask her why she called you an asshole"
I replied
"NO"
I think the caps lock responses kinda got out of hand. and I also said I don't want to talk to somebody who called me an asshole.
Her response
"WELL YEA ASK HER WHY DID SHE CALL YOU THAT...and you're starting to be one."
She didn't listen to my answer. I made myself clear, saying I didn't want to talk to someone who just called me an asshole. So she's basically turning her back against me. what the hell did I do?
She manages to respond more saying
"See if I care...i don't need you and neither does jadyn...bitch!"
My heart breaks
"GO AHEAD AND CUT YOURSELF!!YOU DID CARED ANYWAY!" She said
(Sorry about the crappy responses it's kinda difficult for her to text with a little keyboard)
I told her she was uptight about the littles things and other stuff. I threw more rude things at her so that she wouldn't think I was like a weakling or coward, other wise she'd use that to make fun of me more.
After a ramble of racist statements and comebacks, I try to tone down the conversation. she says she chooses Jadyn saying that she gave more to cassie.. first of all, I made Cassie a microbot, a megabot, a Baymax charm, I gave her a dream catcher, and cute custom glasses. I did that because I loved her so much. that's how much she meant to me. Jadyn did not do ANYTHING for her related to that. shes blind.. I did all of that for her and this is how she treats me. she'd rather choose someone who called me an asshole when I am suffering divorced parents, being a victim in school, and now this?
This is a confession.. I self harm. I'm sorry knowing an author of a good story is an "emo cutter"...I'm sorry. After the conversation ended, I woke up to a text from jadyn.
She says
"Dorm call Cassie Mexican u dumb asian u can't even see"
My heart shatters into more broken pieces.
After that, I cried in class. The teachers were concerned and I pulled it off saying "my dog ran off"
I'm a victim
I'm a stupid asian that can't see
I'm a bitch
I'm an asshole
....
I'm sorry... after being bullied this way I no longer wish to continue this story..im considering deleting this as well. I'm sorry that a cyber bully got in my way of making a great story you guys always looked forward to...
I'm sorry.
I'll thing about it...
Bye....
