a thank you and a message to you

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Hi! 

Wow I can't believe this is over. This is crazy!

I started writing Suicide (Harry and Kaylee's story) when I was thirteen (which is why that story needs some major editing) and I started writing Love Me Harder when I was fifteen. I am now seventeen, almost eighteen (march 12th to be exact) and i'm trying to make these cringy stories a little better. 

I am so thankful for all the reads and I know people get millions and millions but I honestly thought I would never get more than at least fifty reads and I have thousands. It's crazy what a little One Direction can do. 

Thank you for reading my stories and thank you for voting and commenting, following and adding these two stories to your libraries. If you haven't, go and read Harry's story. It's quite sad but so was this one. 

Here's a little self promotion:

Check out: Always In Your Heart (A Larry Fic)

                      The Alpha's Girl (A Werewolf Story)

                      Summer Lovin' (Luke Hemmings Fic)

And now for something that needs to be said and please read it.

If you noticed, and hopefully read, the main character took her own life away and she harmed herself. I am not saying that either of those things are remotely okay, because they are not. They are mental disorders and I recommend calling the numbers that will be posted below, seeking help by talking to someone, or going to a doctor.

I know sometimes you feel like crap and all your days feel like that too but it gets better. 

Breathe, it always gets better. 

Your days that feel like they're dragging on and on and on will become better. This doesn't last forever and if you can get through it, you are so goddamn tough and so strong. 

I don't know you and I don't know your problems but you are important, you are wanted, you are worth something. Please, never forget that. It may seem like nobody loves you but someone always does. 

Your mental illness does not define you. You are you. You are beautiful and you are handsome. You are worth so much in this world. Don't let people tell you any different and don't let people walk all over you or degrade you. Stick up for yourself and be confident.

Always remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem  

Please, please, please, please do not harm yourselves. Eat that brownie, flush those pills and razors, and be happy. 

If you or someone you know needs help please contact an adult, a loved one, a friend, myself, or one of these numbers below: 

disclaimer: i do not know if these numbers are all right. sorry in advance

Depression Hot line: 1-630-482-9696

Eating Disorders Hot line: 1-847-831-3438

Suicide Hot lines (Pretty sure they'd help with self harm) :

Argentina :54-0220-493-0430

Austria :01-713-3374

Australia: 1-800-817-569

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 02-649-995-55

Botswana: 3911270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

Canada (Ontario): 519-416-486-2242 (I found another one- 514-723-4000)

British Colombia: 1-866-872-0113

Quebec: 514-723-4000

China: 852-2382-000

Costa Rica: 506-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Denmark: 70-201-201 (I found another one- 00-800-5555-5522)

Egypt: 7621602

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-40-00

Germany: 0800-181-0721(I found another one- 800-5555-5522)

Guatemala: 502-252-1259

Holland: 0900-0767

India: 92-22-307-3451

Ireland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90 ( found another one- 1850-60-90-90)

Italy: 06-7045-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

Norway: 47-815-33-300

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

United Kingdom: 08457-90-90-90

United States: 1-800-784-8433, 1-800-784-2433, 1-800-273-8255

Ukraine: 0487-327715 or 0482-226565


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