You belong with me

Chapter 13

It's Saturday and I am laying in bed, staring at the ceiling, reliving last night. The last few days were chaos. So much shit happened way too fast but in the end it was all worth it, because now I can hang out with a single Karlie Elizabeth Kloss and I don't have to worry anymore about her doing whatever with her girlfriend. I enjoyed being with her. I can't even describe what's so awesome about hanging around with her. It's just the feeling I have when I'm with her. The moment she comes in a room it's like she lights up the room. Just like the sun. My phone vibrates.

K: Wanna come over? ;)

T: How do you know I'm up?

K: You just answered... Soooo wanna come over? :D

T: Interesting. Let me just brush my teeth and eat something ok? :)

K: You could just brush your teeth and then come over so we can make pancakes together :P

T: Sounds great! Give me 5 mins :)

We're in Karlie's kitchen when a blonde girl walks in. She's one of Karlie's sisters, one of the twins even though I never know who's who. "Karlie? It smells good what are you cooking? Ou hey!" She's seen me. Karlie turns around and smiles at me. "Taylor? This is my younger sister Kimby and Kimby this is Taylor." "Hey Kimby!" "Hi Taylor! Nice to meet you. Even though I see you all the time because we're neighbors it's nice of you, Karlie, to introduce us." Karlie rolls her eyes and I laugh. "I guess I can't eat with you guys, can I?", the twin asks. I answer: "Of course you can-" "NO!", Karlie states. "Wow someone clearly wants to have privacy. Well have fun at your cooking date!" With these words Kimby's gone. Is this really a date? I don't think that Karlie thinks that this is a date. I mean we're just two friends hanging out, cooking breakfast. We're normal gal pals. But what if she thinks that I think that this is a date or what is if she thinks that I think that she thinks that this is a date? "Taylor?" Shit has she talked to me? "What?" Karlie laughs. "I just asked what you want to drink." "Ou uhm just some juice please." "Orange?" I nod. When the pancakes are done we eat in comfortable silence. Karlie finishs first and puts her dishes in the sink. I follow her and do the same when I notice that she's leaning with the back against the table, watching me. "What?" I ask. "Nothing, it's just nice to have breakfast with someone. And I was wondering how you manage to look that gorgeous while putting dishes in the sink." I blush and she smiles. It's kind of a routine. "How about netflix and chill?", Karlie asks interrupting my thoughts. "Sounds awesome!" Isn't this a metaphor for having sex? We go upstairs in Karlie's room and lay down on her bed. "How about Grey's Anatomy?", the younger girl asks. "Yes please!" She starts an episode and then lies next to me on the bed. We're close but I crave physical contact so I take the risk and snuggle up to her. She instantly relaxes and puts an arm around me and God does it feel good!

I don't know how it's possible for a human being to not change the position they're in for 10 hours but somehow we made it. Karlie's arm is still around me and the only time she left was to go to the toilet real quick. When she came back she moved even closer than before. "I'm hungry", the brunette states after another episode of Grey's Anatomy finishs. "How 'bout we order pizza?" "That's so unhealthy Karlie I didn't see that coming..." I say teasing her. She sticks her tongue out. "That's what you do to me! You're bad influence Taylor Alison Swift!" We both laugh.

After we finished eating we went back up to her room. "Do you wanna stay the night?" "Like a sleepover?", I ask grinning. "Actually I'm kind of tired so we would really sleep together... Like just sleep except you want to do something else?!" She winks at me. I think I just had an orgasm. Karlie Kloss winking is probably the most attractive thing I've ever seen. "Uh no I guess well... sleeping sounds fine", I stutter. "I just call my mom and tell her."

When I come back in Karlie's standing in a bra and her underwear in the room. My pupils are probably the seize of plates and I can't stop staring at her. She is so hot! The dark blue lacy lingerie fits her so perfectly and highlights all the right curves. It feels like being in heaven just looking at her. Her endlessly long legs, her perfectly seized breasts, her shiny abs and let's not forget her butt. She looks like an angel. "Taylor you're drooling." Ou shit I probably stared at her for what feels like at least 5 minutes without saying anything, just checking her out which was definitly not low-key. "I..I..I..I was just.. uhm you know... where did you buy this bra it looks fantastic!" Smooth Taylor you saved it! "Yeah don't even try to hide the fact that you were totally checking me out!" Well shit. My cheeks are burning red I can feel it. "That's not fair I mean come on! You're standing there half naked in your room in hot underwear looking like - I don't know - literally a Victoria's Secret Angel. Nobody on earth could not check you out. It's just not possible! I just admire like every normal person would do!" "Well thank you I guess", she says before putting an oversized tee on and going to the bathroom. I use the time to undress but then I realize that I don't have anything to wear. "Karlie?" "Yeah?" "Can I borrow one of your shirts?" "Sure." I pick a white shirt and it smells like Karlie. I'm so going to steal this. "I like it when you wear my cloths", the younger girl says seductively. And I blush again. I follow her to the bed and lie down next to her. The lights are out but we're facing each other and I can see her eyes sparkling. "Do you believe in true love Tay?" I wasn't expecting this. "Yes." "Do you think you have to know someone for a very long time to be really in love with someone?" "No. I think time has just a small impact on love. Of course if you marry someone after one day chances are high it won't work. But I mean true love doesn't exactly mean marriage. At first it's like you know having a crush. Really enjoying being with someone, liking stuff they do or I don't know. Then of course there's a difference between being in love and loving someone. I think it takes time to really deeply be in love with someone because you have to see different sides of someone. But you can start falling in love with someone after 5 minutes if it's the right one." "That was beautiful Tay! You're amazing with words." "Well words are my thing buddy!" We chuckle. The taller girl grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers. I smile. I don't think I ever felt saver than here with her. "Good night Kar!" "Good night!"

When I wake up Karlie's still asleep. The sun is shining in the room and makes her hair sparkle golden. I realize that my legs are between Karlie's and somehow we're still holding hands. It makes me happy. I slept really well and I could get used to it. I just wish I could wake up to a sleeping Karlie everyday. I look at her. That is when I realize that she's absolutely beautiful. Not the kind of beautiful when she's dressed up for a date or something with perfect hair and make up nor the kind of beautiful when she's playing volleyball or talking passionately about coding, not even the kind of beautiful she was last night in lingerie. She just looks beautiful by looking natural. Looking real. Her hair is a mess, she's wearing no make up, she looks so vulnerable but at the same time so peaceful. When I look at Karlie sleeping I see a little bit of perfection. I little part of the world which is still okay. Sleeping Karlie makes me believe in the good side of life. There're so many horrible things out there in the world that are scary and frightening and making life look way worse than it actually is. Looking at Karlie, the real natural Karlie makes me forget about all the worries I ever had. Because Karlie is 100% calmness there's no faking or anything she just is safety and lying next to her, holding her hand, watching her sleep is probably my favorite thing forever because nothing has ever made me more happy than this.

Karlie starts moving and slowly opens her eyes. "Hey babe!", I greet her. "I like it when you call me babe...", she answers with a raspy voice. "I think your morning voice sounds sexy!" "Someones really flirtatious today..." "Well I'm already between your legs soooo..." "How on earth did we sleep to end up like this?", she says laughing after realizing our weird position. "You hungry?" I nod. "Then come on. Move your ass!"