Alone I'm Broken, But With You I'm Complete [ A Paul love and Imprint story]

Chapter 2 I hope he Knows

Chapter 2 I hope he Knows

" Rach your finally here" a husky, deep man like voice said, it reminded me of an older version voice of my younger brother Jacob.

I looked up to see, that I was in fact right, because it was in fact an older Jacob then before. As I looked over him properly, I realized a lot is different of what I had remembered of him. Which shouldn't really surprise me, because it had been a while since I had last saw him. He had cropped his hair really short so that it didn't even reach to the end of his neck, his shoulders were really broad and he was also shockingly tall at lest over 6 feet.

" Good to see you Jake Wow you've gotten really big, from when I last saw you. " I said as I put my heavy bags down and he pulled me into a bone crushing hug which I returned happily. It was good to see a I familiar face.

" It's good to see you too, Come on in" He said encouragingly moving out of the way so I could come in. " dad is in the living room watching T.V, he's been looking forward to seeing you again, Charlie's there too". He told me as he made his way to the living room. Charlie is my dads best friend since well since forever and they're extremely close and they would always watch baseball or go fishing together. I followed Jake and saw my old man in his wheel chair, watching baseball with a beer in hand just like Charlie to with both of their eyes transfixed to the screen just like they always have.

" Rach is here" Jake announced flopping into a chair and turning his attention to the TV.

Both heads turned their heads at the same time towards me with their eyes full of delight. Billy moved his wheel chair towards me with a big grin on his face, as he reached me he pulled me into a hug.

" Finally your back" he laughed hugging me tighter.

" It's good to be back" I told him returning the hug " I've missed you both so much".

" we've missed you too"

" Rach, it's been a while " Charlie told me " give us a hug,".

" It has" I agreed as I walked over to hug him, chuckling lightly.

As I went to sit on the couch, I looked around, everything was the same the little T.V the ragged armchair and the worn out chairs. it was all the same which made it really hard to not pitcher her, her smiling face her cheerful brown eyes, her comforting embrace. But the thing that got me the most were the pitchers around the room, there were pitchers of us in our child hood and most of them had her in. It made it so hard not to crack and just break down right there.

" So how you've been, what have I missed around here then" I asked trying to distract myself.

An that was that they talked about things that had happened, they asked me about college, and I answered back about the most of the main things, I couldn't tell them about what happened, I just couldn't, I couldn't even think about it myself right now, I was still so scared about everything myself, about what he did and what he could still do. I could see I wasn't the only one hiding things about myself. Jacob was, I could see some thing had happened or was happening, it was in his eyes the way he looked at me, but also his body language towards me. I knew Jacob, properly better than most people. I grew up with him and once upon a time we were quiet close, I knew when he was feeling guilty, upset, scared, sad, angry and so many other emotions and what his body language was like. I know this isn't something little, it's something big, but whatever it is, I will be here waiting for him, he knows that or at least I hope he does.

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It was around six o'clock and we were still all sitting in the living room catching up, but were now on the topic of what we should do for tea.

" Lets order pizza" said Jake grinning like an idiot.

" No that's really unhealthy, I'll cook, an tell me you haven't just been living on junk food I asked disapprovingly.

" No we haven't and that's fine Rach, will have pizza, you're a guest you don't have to cook." dad told me.

" No. no, I'll cook, besides you properly haven't had a decent an healthy meal in ages"

I got up and made my way to the kitchen, It was exactly the same, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, trying not to think about it. I searched through the same old small kitchen. I found many mouldy things that I put in the bin, but there was nothing useful. After 10 minutes I found paste and a common looking tomato sauce but looked liked it had been in the cupboard for a while , that had been there a while, but there was nothing else so it would have to do.

Tea was nothing out of the ordinary, except I was with most of my family which made it special since it didn't happen often. After tea Charlie went home after saying how good it was to see me and thanking me for tea, and saying how lovely it was. We played cards games for a while until we realized it was eleven o'clock, however I was already really tired from my journey and lack of sleep anyway.

" Night Jake, night dad" I told them tiredly.

" Night Rach" Jake shouted back.

" Night, Rach, it good to finally see you again" he true fully told me back.

I brushed my teeth and got my bag from the small hallway. Then I got out my dark purple pyjamas and put them on taking as long as possible trying to stall going to sleep. After I put on my pyjamas, I got into bed and fell asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow, and I was forced into my nightmares of her and him.

Thank you for reading, I hope it was okay. Sorry if there is any spelling mistakes. Please could you let me know if you liked it or not.

Once again I do not own Twilight or any of the Characters, but I twisted Rachel a bit about something happened with a boy when she was at Washington state college.