Chapter 9 A True Smile, one I hadn't given, in a while.
That BLOODY angry, arrogant asshole.
"You" I said looking up at him and moving away from him.
"You" he said back mocking me.
Why? Oh why? Does it have to be him. Out of all people. Out of the whole wide world. Just why? I would rather it be any one else. Anybody! Actually that's a lie. A defiant big fat lie.
There was a person who I've mentioned be for that could walk back in to my life at any second. Because there were things I never explained and which I don't particularly want to.
I moved away to the shiny sliver railings, trying to ignore what just happened.
"So you enjoying you welcome back" he said for once sounding serious.
"Er yeah" I said uncertainly.
"You not are you"
He said reading right through me .
"Sure I am" I said trying to sound excited, but for some reason it just sounded dry and dull.
He gave me a look, as if to say I don't believe you.
"Alright fine, I don't like big deals made for me" I said feeling actually kind of comfortable talking to him for once.
"I know how you feel, on birthdays, big eventful and anything really" he said for once I could feel truth in his voice.
I turned to look at him and gave him a true smile one I hadn't given, in a very long, long time.
"You should smile like that more, I like you real smile" he said looking at my face as if seeing past my walls.
I signed.
"Come on its obvious to anyone, who takes the time to really see you" he said trying to sound like he clearly wasn't bothered. But like a said before he wasn't a very good actor. Even though I didn't particularly like him, for some stupid reason that touched me that he really did care.
I smiled weekly up at him. He gently smiled back at me as if worried I would run away from him.
"Rach come here I want you to come and meet my friends" Jake voice came from inside.
I shut my eyes and surrendered and made my way to wards the door.
"They won't bite yah, I promise yah," He told me sincerely with a hand on my shoulder, than he chuckled about something he said.
That made me freak out a little in my head.
"You'll be fine" he said with a reassuring smile and taking his hand reluctantly of my shoulder.
…...
Jake was in the corner of the crowded living room, Laughing with a bunch of older guys. Well bluff, hot older looking guys. When he saw me he turned around. With a smile and bringing the unwanted attention [by me] of the rest of the guys.
"Rachel, hey " he said bringing me into a hug and all the while not stopped smiling. He than turned to his friends. "Guy's this is my older sister Rachel. Rach this is…actuary you know what I'll let them tell yah other wise I'll be here forever" he said chuckling.
"Hey Rachel it's been a while" A voice said, as a hand turned me around. Looking up I found it to be Embery. One of the three musketeers, he looked the same, but more mature yet still with the boyish look to.
"Hey Embery" I said giving him a tight squeeze.
"This is my girlfriend Heather" he said introducing proudly the girl I had not noticed by his side. "Heat, this is Rach, Jacobs sister"

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