10:00 P.M.
Hey Saviour,
My parents still haven't decided... They are praying about it.. Do you want us to move? I don't know what would happen. What could happen? I've lived here all my life. Nebraska.. What could that be like? "Do not worry." I remember that, "Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself." Help me to not worry. Help me to trust You. I want to trust You but it's hard. It's so hard. I went to youth group today, Chad talked to me. He said that he was glad that me and Emily weren't fighting anymore, and as always, I could see it in his eyes that he wanted to say more. I wonder what he did want to say.. I still can't shake the feeling that he likes me.. I know I'm not supposed to worry, but what if we move? We can't patch up our "relationship" friendship or whatever. I'll probably never see him again. I guess Emily and I are okay, we're not really friends we're just not enemies. Frenemies? Did I forget to mention? My Mom said that we are having a family meeting tomorrow.. I'm assuming it's about Dad's job offer.. Don't worry Chloe, Don't worry.. I don't know what's gonna happen.. Well.. I love you. I guess I'll just think about Chad do distract myself.. Goodnight Beautiful Saviour. I love you so much. Thank you for everything. Literally everything. In your fabulous Name, Amen.
2:00 A.M.
I can't sleep.. It's technically July 16th now.. But whatever. I'm exhausted inside and out. I can't stop thinking about everything. Over thinking. Under thinking. Thinking again and again. I think I'll put on some music. That might help. Love you. Ttyl Saviour.
~ Chloe E. Almond
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Diary of an Average Christan Teen Girl.
SpiritualThis fictional book is the Diary of 14-Year Old Chloe Elizabeth Almond. She is shy, artistic, and sometimes energetic. She writes to God in her Diary about her daily struggles and hopeless (or are they?) crushes. She is just an Average Christan Tee...
