Ziva David:Our love (NCIS)

Ziva David:our love Chapter 13

Ziva's P.O.V
I didn't know if I was ready. I needed to start over, a new life.
I would love Tony to be a part of my life but I don't know if it's what it has to be done.
I'm surrounded by sounds.I grab my playlist.
1.Aint nobody loves me better.
Stay to each others eyes....
Ain't nobody loves me better makes me happy, makes me fell this way.
I'm dancing.This is what I wanted to be. Independent.
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Tony's P.O.V
Open your phone, just pick it up anyway.
-"Dammit, damn, damn, why?"
I slap my head.
I have started wondering why Ziva, why I choose her over everyone else.
You gotta choose I remember a quote of a movie I saw with her.When I was home.
I fidget to my desk.I was home as always and it was 9 pm.
I could close my eyes.
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Next morning at NCIS building
We've got a case.Dinozzo, up.Grab your gear and follow me.He does what Gibbs commanded.He swallowed the last piece of a pie.He follows.
A dead marine, in Israel.We have to get there as soon as possible.
I smile.
I

will find Ziva

Ziva's P.OV
I want to clear my mind up before I go to find him.I know, that I want to change.I am a monster.I can't stand watching myself on the mirror as a killer.
'it's a part of your job' I remember Gibbs speech.
My phone rang .I chose not to answer it.My head is busy.I open my scrapbook. I have made since I was 14.
First photography:my father and I when I was ready to go to school.
Second photography:Tali, Ari and I.Three children.A tear rolls.I don't know why I'm crying.Its because I think I'm the only responsible for what happend.
I am alone.

-"No you're not" I hear a voice.
I step back.Its Tony.Im at a loss of words.
-"I...didn't want to imply..."
-"Shh.You did it"
-"I want to apologise. "
-"For what?" He says and he holds my hands and I give a look.
-"For...everything " Another tear rolls he touches it and he hugs me.
-"How can you love me? "I whisper.No answer comes.

We are against each other.I can feel his lips on my lips his hands on my waist and my hands on his cheeks.
-"I missed you " he moans.

-"It's wrong " I succeed in saying.
-"No, it's not " he reassures me

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After a while .
We are siting.We hug each other and I ask
-"Why are you here?"
-"Ugh, we have...a case and we want you back."he says and he looks me awkward.
-"I'm not this is a good idea.I mean *I shook my head with my explanation look*...Gibbs.."
-"Come back"
-"I will" I answer and I kiss his forehead.
-"I love you" I say.
-I love you too"

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