A not Romanticized Poem

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I was going to write
Some romanticized shit,
About wanting to die.
About refusing to quit.

God I wish I could write that-
No I don't.
I just want to quit-
Well duh.
I just want to cry-
I do anyways.
There's no "but I still have hope"-
It's more like "what is hope".
I just say "well shit" over and over.
Because "I want to die"
Makes them worry

Let me be done,
Let me stop
Let  it happen
Let me feel whole.

I'm sorry I couldn't write a romanticized poem...

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