Butterflies come flying out [poetry]

Every Apology I've Recieved, but Didn't Need

I don't need your pseudo-sorry

Or eyes not blurry

I don't need you methods of shutting me up

Or broken record beautifuls

I don't need those fake ass letters

Or the broken heart doodles

I don't need some sad ass excuse for an apology

I don't need some insufferably
insincere hug,

that you pretend is  comfort food for my heart.

I don't need you to pretend you have any interest in my life,

Or for you to try and "make it up to me".

I don't need your hard headed arguments

I don't need you to defend me in a fight.

I don't need you to send someone to speak for you.

I don't need any apology
anyone has ever given me before

I just need you

To say

You're actually sorry

And I need you

To fucking

Mean it.