My Life

December 11

TODAY WAS TERRIBLE! JUST UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so today started okay. I was with my friends, I went to English, I went to Spanish, I watched a drama. And then lunch came... Today was supposed to be a GREAT lunch because we had an hour and 10 minutes for lunch today (instead of 30 minutes). So me and my friends decide to go to my house, but we need my brother to give me a ride. We called him like 10 million times and no answer! So that made me mad! But then he came with 15 minutes left for lunch... That is not enough time! We get to my house, grab a few snacks, and then my dog (a huge Great Dane) comes running in. He scared my one friend and then my other friend tripped on her calf, causing her to fall into a drawer handle, which then caused a cut on her elbow. So I ran to the bathroom and got a band-aid. I put it on her and then we left in a hurry. We got back to school and literally 30 seconds after we arrive, the bell rings. We stuff the food in our faces and go to class. That was an awful lunch...but then I went to theater. I usually don't like theater, but today it was alright. Shocking. So I thought today was finally gonna get better. Man, I couldn't have been more wrong. I get to geometry and then we had to do A BUNCH of online work, and usually this would be no problem, but eventually, the work was stuff that we didn't even learn! Like, I couldn't do it and math is my best subject!!!!! So that was frustrating...but then I had hope that the day would get better. Nope. My hope died. So school ended and I was gonna go to tennis practice. Usually, I go with my friends Jennifer and Dahleigh, but Dahleigh had soccer practice and Jennifer decided to choose her boyfriend over us. She left me alone for him and she's gonna be with him until 6. Okay fine. Pissed me off, but fine.
"I can deal with being alone in tennis, they'll be other JV kids there." That's what I thought. Wrong again. There were NO jv kids there, so I was all alone! But then my coach told me to hit with a varsity player. This dude is a nice, chill person so I was like, "okay, sure." But either way, it felt weird because I'm used to hitting with fellow jv kids. So I was hitting with him, and then we started to do volleys (going up to the net and hitting the ball before it bounces). I was doing fine, but the guy I was playing with (I call him Aquarius) couldn't run to where I was hitting them in time. So I called him lame, just to be playful so he was like, "okay, let me show you how good I am. I'm gonna hit it super hard." And he did. Then, the way he hit it, it was coming straight at me! So I couldn't really move away in time, so I just put my racket up so the ball wouldn't hit my face. What a mistake. The ball hit the rim of my racket and bounced DIRECTLY TO THE SIDE OF MY FACE! IT HURT SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! But man, I kept on going. Then, I was like "I am not staying here longer than five minutes," and I left soon after. So I told my mom to come pick me up and she said okay. So, turns out this varsity chick was leaving too so I was like, "cool, I can be with her instead of being alone." So we walked to the parking lot and her mom was already there, so she left. But Dawsen, this other JV player (he's also my friend), was there waiting for a ride too. But as soon as I saw him and started to talk to him, he had to go. I was all alone. It sucked. I told my friend Jennifer (through text of course) about the getting hit in the face incident. Once she asked if I was fine, she was like
"That's good then
But imma let you go
Bye ^^"
I know she wasn't letting me go so she wouldn't bother me (because that's the only time when she says she'll let me go), she was letting me go because she wanted to be alone with Carlos without me interrupting their fun. So I replied,
"Don't even act like u wanna not bother me
U just wanna be alone with Carlos without having to text me
Bye~ "
I was mad as heck, but I was also alone. No one there. All by myself. At the moment, my depression got the best of me and I cried. I tried not to, but the tears just kept on flowing. I stopped crying a little while after and I wiped my tears away. Then my mom came. FINALLY! So yeah, now I'm home, and I'm finally in peace. Thank god today is almost over!!!!!!!