So I'm a dipshit to say the least 😅
So you see I hadn't texted Michael since sometime in July (idk when and I don't feel like checking) and I had been doing SO DAMN WELL DUDES LIKE I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN HOW GREAT I WAS DOING. But my dumbass checks my schedule and I'm like hm I wonder if I have any classes w Michael, I better not. Of course I wouldn't because for the past two years I haven't, but for some reason I was still curious so I FUCKING TEXTED HIM. My dudes, that is not something you should do. Tori was even telling me like WHYYY WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT! DONT and stuff but I didn't listen. Like ah shit dude, it was like 10 messages that are super dumb and irrelevant but texting him one time makes me wanna text him more and I'm like shit gotta remember to refrain from this. Ugh, you know how hard it is to not text him when I know he'll reply? Guys, I need help.
You know what pisses me off tho? THAT I HAVENT MOVED TF ON. Bro I move on from things so quickly. When me and Jennifer split up I was legit so ready to just make new friends and leave her in the past and we had been friends for 4 years. I literally let Brionne just stop talking to me and I did nothing to even try to save our friendship that had lasted years. I'm genuinely not a person who holds on and can't move on. It's been 2 fucking months since we broke up and 3 since the damn break, I should be talking to other guys and living it up but nooo I gotta be holding onto my feelings like a dumbass. This right here is why you should not date. It's frustrating. LIKE WTF IS WRONG W ME, I SHOULD BE OVER HIM. This genuinely pisses me off. I am not like this. Why am I like this? Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk just kms.
Like I'm already not moved on and I haven't seen him, how tf am I gonna be when school starts. Imma have to see him with other girls. What if he fucking starts dating someone? How tf am I gonna deal w that? Oh my god. I just can't. If that happens, then shiiiiit maybe that'll be my motivation to find someone else. Yeah, that's how I'll see it. If he moved on, so can I whoop whoop. Yup.
Anyway, enough about Michael. He's irrelevant now (obviously not since I just wrote 3 paragraphs about him but let's act like he is). I GOT TO SEE TORI YESTERDAY YASSSSSSSSSS!!!! We went to Bob-O's and it was fun af. We both put so many pictures of us on our sc and I'm pretty sure all of our friends were annoyed lol but oh well. We're amazing friends.
WE GOT BEST FRIEND T SHIRTS
WE ALSO GOT MATCHING BATMAN AND ROBIN PINS
WE ALSO GOT ROBIN AND BATMAN CAPES
DUDE WE'RE GONNA BE LOOKING FLY TOGETHER YASSSSSS
I love her omg ❤️ she's my best friend forever
DU LIEST GERADE
My Life
RandomI know that no one will read this book, but I feel like writing right now and a lot of things online just say to write about yourself. So, in general, this is going to be about my life, from my point of view.
