So after I wrote that last part I went to go shower (and by that point I had stopped crying). So I was going to the shower and I have to pass my parents' bedroom to get there. So I'm walking and my dad calls me over to tell him goodnight. So alright, cool, I go and hug and kiss him goodnight. But then he tells me to sit down next to him and I already know it's about my grandpa.
So he says, "hey, you need to cherish your grandma and grandpa, especially your grandpa." And I'm trying not to cry at this so I just say "I know."
Then he says, "yeah, cherish them as long as you can because once they're gone, they're gone." And that hit me hard because I don't wanna believe that they're gonna be forever gone. So I just nod my head and he gives me a hug and kiss and I go to shower quickly before I stared crying again. So I jump in the shower and just fall to the floor and cry.
So yeah, most of my shower was pure crying and I'm crying now but Dahleigh just called me (with Jennifer and Brionne on the call) so I'm just gonna go...
DU LIEST GERADE
My Life
RandomI know that no one will read this book, but I feel like writing right now and a lot of things online just say to write about yourself. So, in general, this is going to be about my life, from my point of view.
