I'm so ready to get out this muthafucka so I can see my daughter. It's starting to fuck up my head that when I get out she gone be there. I'll be lucky for her to even know who I am.
"Williams let's go, you got a visitor." I got off my bunk, slipped my shoes on and stood at the door. They cuffed my hands in front of me and put shackles on my legs. I walked in the visitors room to see Diamond and Cam, only thing is... Cam holding my daughter man. They took the shackles off my feet, the officer turned me around to remove the cuffs on my wrist. "Nawhh I think it's best you leave them on." I felt anger rising through my body. "Hey babe." "What's up bro." I sat down and called the officer over. "What's up Mr. Williams?" I looked at him. "OJ let me hold my daughter please." He stood there for a minute then removed the cuffs from my wrist. He took Nova from Cam and handed her to me. "What's up daddy's baby?" Nova smiled and played with my nose. I pretended to eat her hands and tickle her stomach. "Daddy miss his baby... I miss you baby." She smiled as I lift her in the air.
"What's up with yall?" I sat Nova in my lap and she played with her toy while drooling on me. "Nun bro. How you been?" I nodded my head and looked at my daughter. "Cam you tried to fuck Diamond?" I sat there looking at Nova. I notice him look at Diamond and she put her head down. "I fucked her before yall got together... Did she tell you that?... Did she tell you I been playing daddy when Jas and Zoe gone?... They took a trip to Mexico for a week. Did she tell you I was there the whole time they was gone? She didn't tell you that did she?... Nova could possibly be mine but I doubt it. I'm sorry we didn't tell you but if she's mine I'm gone have to step up and you step down." I felt my blood boil. I tapped a beat on the table and remembered my daughter was in my lap. I picked her up and pretend to eat her hands again as she grabbed my nose. I instantly felt calm. "Daddy love you baby okay? Daddy love you mama." I looked at Cam and Diamond. "Both of yall dead to me. I want a DNA test. Stay away from my daughter till them papers come back. Ion need her to be confused." The officer walked over to me. "You okay Mr. Williams?" I guess OJ, short for Officer Jay, could see the anger on my face. "Can I get some alone time with my daughter in the play room?" He nodded his head and lead me to the play room that was already empty. I sat on the floor and hugged Nova on my chest. I cried as she dozed off while rubbing my chin and I rubbed her back. "That's your child Mr. Williams. She looks just like you, she obviously knows who daddy is. She instantly smiled when she seen you. If you want, the nurse can do a DNA test here and get results in a week. Would you like to do that?" I nodded my head as I wiped my face.
OJ a cool dude. I respect him and he respects me. I talk to him about my daughter all the time. He knows my biggest goal is to finish my time and get home to my baby. I don't mind him listening in on our conversation I knew he would. This shit hurt so bad but going away shows you who's really down for you. Diamond or Cam is not down for me. But obviously my daughter is. She knows me, she knows I'm her daddy.
Nova peacefully laid on my chest as we walked to the nurse office with Diamond and Cam behind us. I kissed my daughter over and over, not one time did she move. She know who daddy is, but as far as her mama, that's dead.
